Learning to Grow – The Education of the Heart Read Online M.A. Innes

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Total pages in book: 81
Estimated words: 78043 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 390(@200wpm)___ 312(@250wpm)___ 260(@300wpm)
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Surprisingly, it was Dean that spoke first. “Cum as in where does he want us to come? In him versus on him? So, the actual cum?”

Interesting.

“Yes. That was how I was thinking about it, but there might be other topics around it.” I wasn’t going to admit to being all-knowing…especially since we were talking about what Joel would want.

“I like cum.” Joel’s cheerful response came with a wiggle to make sure we knew he was being cute about it. “I think I would like to be come on and in, please. But I’m flexible. Greedy but adaptable.”

Good to know but that led us into new questions.

“Does that mean you want one of us to come inside you with a condom or without a condom?” I’d never actually orgasmed with someone like that but Joel wasn’t just anyone. “There’s no right or wrong answer here, so you just need to make sure we understand what you’re picturing.”

“Those are very good questions.” Joel’s words said one thing but his kindergarten teacher answering stupid questions tone didn’t match. “I am picturing no condoms, please. Cum touching skin.”

Yeah, he’d really had a very specific view on how it would go.

He realized we weren’t mind readers, right?

It’d been a smart-ass comment before, but I was starting to question how he thought Doms functioned.

Dean blinked a few times but came back to life fairly quickly. “I know you’ve never done that before so I’m not worried safety from your end, but I want you to know that I was tested at the beginning of the year and haven’t done anything penetrative since then.”

Because he’d been dating idiots too.

“Okay.” Joel’s chipper tone made me smile, but I was glad when he kept going. “I have not done anything that would give me a disease. My mother agrees that you have to do stuff before you can get one. But I was tested too because I don’t think the doctor believed that I wasn’t sexually active.”

That would’ve been a crazy conversation.

“I don’t think he knows what being demi is either.” Joel’s head cocked and his thinking face looked less manufactured and more genuine. “I’ll make sure to explain next time.”

That was going to be even more fun.

“I was tested after Christmas break, and I haven’t had sex with anyone since then.” I’d fooled around a bit but nothing they needed to worry about. I’d been way too distracted to put effort into dating. “I trust both of you, but if we want to get tested again before we fuck Joel into the mattress and come in his ass, that’s fine with me.”

Joel sighed like I’d said the sweetest thing ever. “Thank you.”

He was so insane.

“I think that was more about the fucking him into the mattress comment rather than the testing part.” Dean’s dry response made me chuckle but it got a bright smile and a nod from Joel. “Thought so.”

Okay, no laughing.

“Joel, we need you to think logically about the cum issue.” That wasn’t something I wanted him to get twisted up around later. “Do you want us to get tested again before we drench you in cum?”

“If you want him to think logically, stop using words like drench.” Dean’s glare was adorable and it said he wasn’t as worried as I thought he might be. “That’s just melting his brain.”

“I like being melted.” Joel sighed and gave us a sweet smile before straightening and shaking his head like he was a wet dog. “Okay. Thinking. Yes.”

Had we finally made progress?

“I am comfortable with one of you filling me with cum. My mother said you might not be comfortable with the sloppy seconds concept, so we don’t have to do that. She also said that as long as the testing conversation went fine, we should be safe.”

Weirdest. Family. Ever.

“Is…is that something you want?” Dean’s question wasn’t something I expected to hear coming out of his mouth but it was a good one. “I think…I think I know what you’d want but clear communication means I need to double-check.”

Joel perked up again. “Yes, communication is important. I would like both of you to come inside me at some point, but I’m very patient and I’m not going to rush you.”

His logic was great.

Dean was nodding but words didn’t come out, so I took over again. “Thank you for making sure we know how you feel about that. I don’t have a problem with the idea of fucking Dean’s cum out of your ass, so there are ways we can arrange that to give everyone what they need.”

I got to have the best conversations with them.

“I…I’ve never thought about something like that, but I don’t think it would be a limit for me.” Dean licked his lips and swallowed. “I promise to let you know if we come to something that makes me approach safewording.”


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