Learning to Change – The Education of the Heart Read Online M.A. Innes

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Total pages in book: 78
Estimated words: 75143 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 376(@200wpm)___ 301(@250wpm)___ 250(@300wpm)
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“It’s not us. We’ve only been together since last night or maybe this morning.” Dean shrugged as he tried to figure out when we actually became a thing. “He didn’t realize he’s demi and we were just roommates before.”

I was nodding but Joel snorted. “We haven’t been just roommates in years. I just didn’t realize the importance of that.”

Huh?

Nope.

I wasn’t going to try to dissect what he was saying while we were in the middle of an adult toy store.

“Regardless of when we were more, we aren’t the idiots who he’s frustrated with.” Not claiming that one. “We’re working on helping him figure out what he likes.”

That got a slow nod from Derek and I was quickly removed from sexual doghouse status. “We’ll, I don’t mind helping with that.”

“Thank you.” Joel gave him a bright smile that looked frighteningly innocent. “They’re very good at dirty talk and hand jobs, and oh, I got to be a cockwarmer after breakfast. It was so much fun.”

Clearly he wasn’t going to have a problem finding things to talk about with Derek.

Now all we had to do was keep Dean alive and healthy while Joel shared all about his favorite parts about being a sub.

Chapter 15

Joel

Making new friends had always been hard, but Tate knew the best people. Derek was so nice and didn’t think I was weird.

He hadn’t even told me to stop smiling at him or to stop staring at him.

Some people were just impossible to make happy, but Derek didn’t mind talking about sex stuff and I didn’t have to figure out how to date him.

Amazing.

“I like a lot of stimulation there when I’m playing with myself, though.” That seemed like the best answer to Derek’s question. “Does that help?”

“Yes.” Derek gave me a big smile and seemed very proud of me for already knowing how to play with my butt. “I think you’ll be able to come with your cage on but it might take some practice to figure out the best way.”

I was going to have to do more research and put a list together.

“What do you think is the best way to start?” I ignored Dean’s groan as Derek led me over to a wall of cock cages and fun toys. “Oh, those are pretty.”

He even had sparkly toys.

“I’m glad you like my selection.” Derek glanced between my pants and the wall as he frowned thoughtfully. “I think you should start caged and draped over your Doms’ laps, then they can use their fingers or a toy like a slim dildo to stimulate your prostate. You can relax and let the pleasure build and see what happens that way.”

“Before a spanking or after?” I knew that was important when Derek made a thinking sound and nodded slowly.

“If you really like spankings, then after, but if you’re still figuring out how you feel about them or if they make you emotional, then I would say to keep them separate.” Derek picked out a cage as he gave me his very logical answer. “Do you know if you like spankings yet?”

“No. We got sidetracked doing other things and no one else has ever thought I was spankable before.” I had the best Doms. “Tate and Dean think I’m spankable, though. They’re really sweet.”

Derek squeezed my hand. “I’m glad. Tate always seemed like he’d be a good Dom and I can’t wait to get to know Dean too.”

“He’s great too, but I don’t think I’m supposed to talk about what he likes. He’s shy.” And dramatic because he groaned again. “So I’m just going to overshare about me and not what I think he’d like.”

Nope.

I wasn’t going to look down at the plugs or the cuffs or anything else that his sub side might like to play with either. It didn’t matter if I thought he’d like being helpless and restrained. That was private and he’d get frustrated.

Derek pinched his lips together so he didn’t giggle at Dean. After a moment, he nodded seriously. “Protecting the privacy of the people who are special to us is very important, but I’m glad he seems to understand that you’re a sharer and not worried about telling me what you need.”

“He doesn’t want to show off his penis or anything like that but I’m not shy. People confuse me, but I’m fine. And I’m cute.” Making sure he remembered that was important so he didn’t end up forgetting that someone was supposed to tease me.

Derek’s wicked grin said he remembered.

Yay.

“You are adorable and are going to be even cuter with a tiny penis.” Derek looked like he was ready to bounce, he was so excited. “So we’ll get that organized first and then we’ll decide what else you need.”

“Something to stimulate my prostate.” That’d sounded like a very good idea. “Your suggestion was very helpful, and based on how much I liked being a cockwarmer, I think I’ll like that too.”


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