Total pages in book: 112
Estimated words: 106600 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 533(@200wpm)___ 426(@250wpm)___ 355(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 106600 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 533(@200wpm)___ 426(@250wpm)___ 355(@300wpm)
“Am I still scared to death of commitment? Yes, I think I will always fear giving others the power to hurt me. When I first found out I had sisters I was afraid to let them in, but the computer screen we all hid behind made that easier for me.
“They were my little secret. I got to decide if and when I wanted to meet them. I’ll be honest. I was nervous and excited to see them in the flesh, but when the time came, I was ready to force myself to do it,” she says.
“That’s just the thing. I am fine with you taking your time to let me in. I saw your memories, your past.
“I understood it. However, you’ve arrived in my life at a time when my people need me, the little titans need me to figure things out for them, and the gods are up to something I know is going to challenge me.
“My greatest concern is how I will handle Beck and Bourne. This is one time when I can’t split myself in two to fix things. There is no reflection of myself that can fix this.” I pause and swallow, knowing that’s a lie.
There is. It’s her. I just won’t allow myself to ask her.
I frown at my thoughts. “You are always honest with me, so I’m going to be honest with you. I’ve had a lot of time to think about this and have been in my feelings about the answers I’ve found.
“I’m afraid you’re going to reject me, not the boys. So much time has passed since my mother and father abandoned me and my brothers. They didn’t die. They weren’t killed. They abandoned us.
“We weren’t allowed to go where they are, and they never came back for us. We were four children raising each other. I know your fears firsthand, Billy. I have lived them too.
“I know what it’s like to be small in a cruel world. To go unloved and forgotten. I … I don’t want that for them, but I don’t want to feel rejected either,” I finish.
“Ardan, I am here. I’m not going to reject you. I can’t reject you. Not because of some bond, but because I’m madly in love with you. I’ve been falling from the beginning.
“I didn’t know marriage was an option, but if you asked me. I would say yes in a heartbeat. You make me feel safe, you listen to what I want and need and you’re always protecting me even when I can protect myself.
“As for the boys. Aren’t they ours? Why would you think I don’t want them? They need a mother. They only trust me fully.
“I’ve seen how they are wary of others. Kai tries but they don’t take to her the same. I would protect those babies with my life. I’m here, Ardan. I’m all in.
“I’m not going to abandon you or our people. I want it all with you. Beck and Bourne, little ones of our own, the wedding, the ‘Property of Ardan’ cut and tramp stamp. Sign me up for the package deal, I’ve thoroughly enjoyed the trial version. I was made to be yours. I love you,” she says with a wide smile.
I stand and swipe the food from the table, causing it to vanish. In the next motion I have Billy in my arms as I kiss her passionately. She laces her fingers in my hair as I devour her mouth.
“Say it again,” I breathe against her lips.
“I love you.”
“No, tell me you want to have my babies. Tell me you want me to fuck you and knock you up.”
“I want to make cute little magical babies with you. I want you to fuck me until my toes curl and I’m so filled with your cum it’s coating my insides for weeks.”
“That’s my little nasty girl. Whatever you had planned for the rest of the night, we’ll do it next time,” I say and teleport us to our room.
“Ardan,” she whimpers as I squeeze her ass and take the flesh on her neck into my mouth.
“Thank you, baby. Thank you.”
Billy
Once Ardan rushed to end our date, I wasn’t expecting him to make love to me. I was expecting him to fuck me hard and fast. I didn’t think he would take things slow and be so methodical.
He has taken the sensual route, but I can’t say I’m complaining. Ardan is giving a lovemaking clinic for sure. Like right now, as he feeds me his dick, he’s touching me sensually while alternating between neutral-temperature toys and ice-cold ones.
As he pumps his hips into my face, he’s gliding his cool fingertips against my belly. None of the toys he’s using are as large or filling as he is—only building the anticipation for the real thing.
I hum around his large dick as a new flavor hits my tongue. He’s been using his magic to cause his length to taste like different-flavored ice pops. I’ve had grape, pineapple, and mango so far.