Total pages in book: 128
Estimated words: 125020 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 625(@200wpm)___ 500(@250wpm)___ 417(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 125020 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 625(@200wpm)___ 500(@250wpm)___ 417(@300wpm)
“Turn around,” I say as I stroke myself.
Once her back is facing me, with my free hand, I grab her waist and guide her to slide down my length. I slide into her already wet pussy, her walls sucking me right in. I groan and throw my head back.
She starts to ride me. I tug her back against my chest and reach around her to rub her heat as she moans and finds purchase by planting her feet into the seat. She’s fully open to me now.
I begin to thrust up into her as the song playing demands a sensual slow pace from us—one I’m not sure we’ll be able to keep for long. I tug her face back as she twists around and looks over her shoulder. Taking her lips, I devour her, getting lost in the feel of her lips and tight sex.
When she starts to grind on me, I groan into her mouth and grasp her hips. I’m not going to last long like this. She feels too good and this is hot as fuck.
“Fuck, baby. I’m going to come. Keep riding me just like that,” I grunt.
“I got you, Ant. You feel so good. It’s so hard. Damn.”
I cup her throat and keep thrusting from beneath. All the world outside of us is forgotten. In this moment, it is her, me, and the air we breathe as one.
When I do spill into her, it’s done knowing she’s my forever. I’ve never loved anyone the way I love her and I never plan to try.
I get Josh. I understand him completely. I may not know all that happened, but I get loving someone so much you protect them with all you have.
Kelex
I lean in the doorjamb of my bedroom, watching my wife and kids. I don’t know what I did to get this life. It seems like I’ve done more to fuck it up than keep it, but here they are.
True is sprawled across the foot of the bed as Vernice is tucked into Shawna’s side, and Cat is on the other side, with her head resting on Shawna’s arm. I find them like this a lot. They gravitate to her like I’ve become accustomed to doing.
Their laughter fills the room and my heart swells. Their happiness is what I live for. I hope Mary is happy with how I’m raising her kids.
True turns to find me watching them. He smiles and gets up. “Come on, guys. Let’s go to bed.”
“Aw, not yet,” Vernice pleads.
“Stop stalling. I’ll read your bedtime story,” he says.
“Okay, fine, but you do the voices, or I’m going on bedtime strike.”
I laugh to myself and shake my head. Cat kisses Shawna on the cheek and heads out. I tug her into my embrace and kiss her forehead before she passes me to exit the room.
“Good night,” I murmur.
“Night, J.”
Vernice runs over to hug me. “Night, J. We’re having breakfast together in the morning.
“Aye, aye, captain. I’ll be down waiting for you,” I reply. “Good night, princess.”
She beams up at me as I palm the top of her head and wink down at her. After another hug, she heads out of the room.
“We balling this weekend?” True asks.
“Yeah, I’ll make time.”
He leans in to whisper. “I’m cool with one of our midnight games. Those sandwiches and bowls of ice cream after be hitting.”
I laugh. “A midnight game it is. You got any new music for me?”
“Yeah, I’ve got a ton. I’m getting better at using our studio. You think Lex might come over now that the news put our family on blast?”
I rub the back of my neck in thought. “I’ll ask, but there’s a lot going on.”
“No worries, I understand. Just thought I’d ask.”
“I’ve got you. I’ll ask as soon as things cool down.”
“Thanks, bro. Good night.”
“Good night.”
He gives me a pound and a one-arm hug before following after his sisters and closing the door behind him.
I tug off my shirt as I move toward the bed. I showered after dinner but had to go down to make a few calls. Now looking at my wife, all I want is to get lost in her.
“Everything okay?” she asks.
“Yeah, what’s all this?”
She shrugs. “I’m finishing the photo album. I thought this way Ven would understand what I mean about living in a fantasy.”
I lock eyes with her. “But you do know this is all real?”
“Yeah, I get that.”
She looks away shyly and begins to put the pictures and album away. I watch her as she gets up and puts it all in the accent chair. The peach satin pajama set she has on captures my attention.
It makes her brown skin glow. I lick my lips, wanting to taste that skin. I shove my shorts down as she climbs back into bed.
“I don’t know. You don’t sound too convinced to me,” I say and climb up the foot of the bed until I’m hovering over her to take her sweet lips in a searing kiss.