Total pages in book: 64
Estimated words: 59913 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 300(@200wpm)___ 240(@250wpm)___ 200(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 59913 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 300(@200wpm)___ 240(@250wpm)___ 200(@300wpm)
“That’s not what I mean and you know it. But every time it comes to…him you seem to lose all rationality.” I got up and took her hand, dragging her down the hallway behind me.
“You see this? What is this about? You say it’s for Amber but is it really? He’s the first thing anyone sees when they walk through the door. The living room is covered with memories of him but where are you and Amber?”
She turned her face and I turned it back roughly. “You’re lying to yourself. For whatever reason you’ve decided to bury yourself with him. You’re too young for that shit. You deserve more, Amber deserves more.”
“Don’t tell me what my daughter deserves, there’s nothing she needs that I won’t move heaven and earth to find.”
“What about a father?”
“She has a father, just because Richard died doesn’t mean that he’s no longer her dad. I keep these things around so that she won’t forget.” I was getting no fucking where with her.
“Her or you?”
She turned to head back down the hallway and I grabbed her arm and pulled her back around. “That’s it. I’ve had enough of your hiding. You want to pretend that you died along with him, suit yourself. But I’m not willing to let you fuck me over for a memory.”
“I’m not asking you to do anything I just want to be left alone to live my life…”
“No. I know you’re not averse to me. I know when I touch you, you go up in flames.”
“I’ve had my mouth and my fingers inside you, on you. I know you want me as much as I want you. But since you don’t want my love, why don’t I just give you what it is you seem to want from me.”
I pushed her back against the wall and ran my hand up between her legs. “You think all I want from you is sex, and since you respond so beautifully to me I take it that you want that too. So why deny ourselves?”
“I didn’t say that.” She turned her face when I tried to kiss her. Pissing me the fuck off. I turned her head around as I cupped the heat of her pussy in my hand.
“Then what are you saying?” I held her eyes with mine letting her see just how angry I was with her. “You want to keep me going round and round in circles but I won’t.”
“I don’t want that. I just don’t understand what your problem is with my marriage and my husband. You want me to pretend that he never existed, what kind of thinking is that?”
Finally the shit was out in the open. Now I could tell her what I really feel and be done with it.
I’m not about to pretend something I don’t feel. Neither am I willing to wait another second before claiming her.
18
“You really want to know? I’ll tell you. I hate that you had a child with him, that you were ever his wife. I hate that you were in love with someone else but won’t even give me the fucking time of day.”
“But I didn’t even know you.”
“It doesn’t matter. It’s how I feel.” I also feel like a complete ass. “You won’t even discuss him with me, like he’s this great treasure that you have to hold on to.”
She opened her mouth to rebut my last statement but I pulled her towards me with a hand around her throat and covered her mouth with mine.
I’d heard enough. If she wouldn’t accept my words then I’ll just have to show her. She fought me and tried escaping my kiss so I held her head in my hand keeping her in place.
“Stop it!” I gave her my tongue and let my other hand play between her thighs again until my fingers teased her through her panties, which were already wet.
“I can feel your heat, stop pretending you don’t want this.” I deepened the kiss, nibbling on her lips gently until they softened under mine and she opened up and let me in. Finally!
I took her tongue into my mouth and the kiss grew wilder, hotter as I pulled her closer before leaning her back against the wall. “I’m going to fuck you right here, hop up.”
I lifted her up by her ass until her legs wrapped around my hips. Her thighs opened around me leaving room for me to fit.
I pressed my aching cock against her heat as her robe fell open. I didn’t release her lips as I reached between us and tore her panties, letting the shreds drop to the floor at my feet.
Then I tackled my zipper, releasing my cock. She came to her senses and tried getting out of my embrace. “Don’t deny me.”
I pulled her head back roughly and sank my teeth into her neck as I surged my cock deep into her wet heat. “Fuck, you’re hot.”