Total pages in book: 116
Estimated words: 110624 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 553(@200wpm)___ 442(@250wpm)___ 369(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 110624 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 553(@200wpm)___ 442(@250wpm)___ 369(@300wpm)
“I want more,” I said, breaking from his kiss.
Did I just say that out loud?
He smiled against my lips and said, “Now, I want…you.”
I didn’t ask for permission when I pulled his briefs down and wrapped my hand around his cock and began to stroke him. He was hot and slick in my hand. His breathing quickened, and he stood up onto his knees, as I got my first glimpse of him fully naked. He looked down at me with a hunger in his eyes and spread my legs apart gently. It was all too much to take in: his handsome face, his perfect tattooed body and his beautiful cock, which was bigger than I had ever anticipated and surprisingly…not pierced. The tip was beautifully untouched and glistening and I reached my hand out and rubbed him some more, circling the top with my thumb, as he closed his eyes and leaned his head back, almost losing control. “Stop,” he urged as he smiled down at me. He then reached over to the nightstand for a condom, ripping it open with his teeth and sheathing himself.
He looked down at me and ran his fingers through my hair. “Nina…my angel,” he said softly, as his fingertips moved over my mouth. No one had ever looked at me like that. He hadn’t said those three words yet, but his eyes were telling me a story again. This time, they were telling me that he loved me and that he was scared that things were about to change between us. If things didn’t work out, there was no going back to the way things were. We both knew it.
He kept his gaze on me when he lowered himself down, and I immediately felt him between my legs. The heat there was immense, and he wasn’t even inside of me yet. I was looking down at us and not at his face. “Look into my eyes,” he said.
He stared at me with his beautiful green irises with gold speckles spread out like stars in a night sky and said, “I want you to forget the other sexual experiences you think you had, because this is your first time. You will always belong to me and unlike your prick ex-boyfriend, I’m gonna finish the job.” We smiled at each other, and my heart nearly combusted. I was dying for him and just like that, I felt the friction and then the unprecedented pleasure of him fully inside of me.
He kissed me as he moved in and out of me with a graceful intensity. Every movement was intentional, as he started off easy, pulling almost completely out each time before slipping slowly and deeply back inside. When I tightened my muscles around him and grabbed his ass, he laughed over my mouth because he knew I was egging him on and said, “You want to play like that, baby?”
I giggled into his mouth and nodded. He then began to thrust harder and faster and I moved my hands off of his ass, so he wouldn’t lose control.
“Nina…God, you’re so wet. It’s so beautiful. You feel amazing. Better than amazing. Better than anything I have ever felt.”
His kiss became more urgent, and we developed a rhythm for several minutes that was all-consuming. I never understood the meaning of becoming one during sex until this moment. I was lost in him and had no concept of time.
When I returned my hands to his ass, he let out a growl and broke from my mouth. “Tell me you’re close…because I don’t know how much longer I can go. You feel too good. I’m losing control. I need to come.”
“I’ve been holding out for you.”
“Don’t hold out, baby.”
I closed my eyes when he said, “Open them…look at me. I want look in your eyes when we come together.”
He thrust into me harder, never taking his eyes off of mine. I wanted to let go at the exact moment he did. I squeezed my muscles and watched as he groaned loud and deep as his eyes rolled back once before returning to my gaze. He began to pulsate fast inside me and I finally let go and screamed as I surrendered to the best orgasm of my life.
Holy shit. I just had sex with Jake.
Our hearts beat against each other as he collapsed onto me and buried his face in my neck. All I could think about was how right he was. Tonight had been my first real sexual experience.
CHAPTER 19
I hadn’t counted the number of times or ways we made love that night, but we didn’t stop for hours. I kept wanting more, and he kept accommodating me, making good on his promise to “make me come until I screamed in every possible way imaginable.” We might have even been in the midst of another round when I fell asleep because when I woke up at three in the morning, I hadn’t even remembered nodding off.