Total pages in book: 105
Estimated words: 103061 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 515(@200wpm)___ 412(@250wpm)___ 344(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 103061 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 515(@200wpm)___ 412(@250wpm)___ 344(@300wpm)
Ellie checked her phone. “I don’t have any tastings until two. I’ll come around eleven?”
“Perfect.”
On the drive home, Dex refused to leave my mind. Could I really seduce him? What if he turned me down? What if he laughed at me? What if I made things so awkward between us we could never look each other in the eye again? Was it worth the risk?
Was I confident enough in myself to go after a man like Dex?
A man with experience. A man who looked at me and saw a young, innocent girl. A man who’d made my nipples hard with a look and a glass bottle.
My pulse quickened as I turned into my driveway and looked at the darkened windows of his place. It was after nine. Was he in bed already?
“I’ll just go out on the patio for one minute,” I said as I pulled into the garage. “If he’s not there, that’s that. If he is, that will be a sign from the universe that Ellie is right and I need to be brave.”
I let myself into the house and gave Piglet some love, warily eyeing the glass door to the patio. After giving her a snack, I went upstairs to change.
Brave would be easier in a cute dress.
And sexy underwear.
Twelve
Dex
The number of times today I’d thought about rubbing that beer bottle on Winnie’s lips last night was obscene.
Fuck, it was obscene that I’d done it.
Even more obscene that I’d gotten into bed and jerked off afterward, fantasizing my cock was that bottle.
I’d been mad at myself all day. I’d gone over there to fucking apologize for being a dick, and somehow I’d ended up being one again, even without putting my hands on her or saying a goddamn thing.
And what the hell was I doing out here on the patio again?
What, argued a voice in my head. Can’t a guy have a beer on his patio without feeling guilty about it?
I frowned. Sure, he could. But why did I keep thinking about her? Glancing over toward her place? Listening for her to come home after work?
It was late—where was she? Meeting some selfish prick for dinner or drinks? Would she bring him back here and share a cupcake with him ten feet from me?
Don’t mind him, I imagined her saying to some twenty-five-year-old pin-dick fuckwit who owned a Rolex and multiple pairs of plaid shorts. That’s just the grouchy old man next door. He’s harmless.
I took another long swallow to wash down the jealousy. I’ll finish this beer, I told myself, and if she doesn’t come out here, I’ll go inside and forget about her for good.
Realistically, I knew I’d probably go in and get myself off thinking about her again, but whatever.
A moment later, the light came on in her place, her sliding door opened, and she stepped outside holding a plastic pitcher. After closing the door behind her, she began to water her plants. She wore a dress tonight, something short and flowery with skinny straps that showed off her shoulders, and her hair was up. Her feet were bare, and I wondered if she’d taken off her high heels after a date.
“Hey,” I said, standing up from my chair.
“Oh, hey,” she said, giggling nervously. “I didn’t see you there.”
“We need to stop meeting like this,” I joked.
“Nah. It’s always a nice surprise.” She gave me a smile that tightened my chest. “How was your day?”
“Good. How was yours? Any double bookings?”
“No, thank heavens. It was a perfectly boring day at reception.”
“Glad to hear it.” I leaned against the brick wall. “Do you always work this late?”
“No, I’m not coming from work just now. I was at Abelard meeting with my friend Ellie about an event we’re planning together. I’m really excited about it.”
“Tell me,” I said, happy she hadn’t been out with a guy.
She laughed nervously as she emptied the pitcher. “You don’t want to hear about that.”
“I asked, didn’t I?”
Straightening up, she turned toward me. “Okay. Want to sit down?”
I knew I should say no and get the fuck inside. But I heard myself say, “Sure. Why don’t you come sit on my patio this time? My furniture isn’t as nice as yours, but it’s my turn to host.”
She laughed and set her watering can down on the table. “Okay.”
“Can I get you a beer?”
“No, thanks.” She stopped at the edge of my little patio and gasped. “You decorated!”
“Hardly.” I glanced at the insect repellent candle. “But it’s so muggy out here after the rain last night, I knew the mosquitoes would be bad.”
“Let me turn off my light so it won’t attract them.” She hurried back to her place, switched off the light, and returned. The lights in my living room were already off, so it was completely dark except for the small yellow flame flickering on the table. I took a sip of my beer, and she crossed her legs in my direction.