How to Lose at Love (Campus Legends #1) Read Online Sara Ney

Categories Genre: College, Contemporary, New Adult, Romance, Sports Tags Authors: Series: Campus Legends Series by Sara Ney
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Total pages in book: 102
Estimated words: 105306 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 527(@200wpm)___ 421(@250wpm)___ 351(@300wpm)
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But I did, and I bit it hard.

“What’s your problem, brother?” Lamar Randall is staring at me through the white cage of his helmet, mouth guard dangling so he can speak to me.

“I’m sorry, guys. I’m just…off.”

“Dude, get it together.” Diego slaps me on the back. “We have your back, but you’ve got to stop playing like shit.”

No shit I have to stop playing like shit. It’s not like I’m trying to lose this game, not when the entire nation is likely watching.

The stakes are high.

I can’t keep my mind off the fact that there’s a possibility that SportsCenter will be running my story at halftime. Eli circled back around with an update that he was able to contact the paparazzi who had the video rights to my images, and they did indeed have video content in addition to the photographs.

My stomach is a ball of nerves.

The ball slips from my hands more times than it doesn’t.

My teammates and coaches think I’ve lost my damn mind, and I don’t blame them because it feels like I’m going crazy.

Are they going to run the story?

Do the commentators for the network give a shit enough to play the tape during halftime?

Al Dannenberg—a retired NFL quarterback who played with my father—has the final say, and during our pregame rally in the tunnel leading to the playing field, I sent up a prayer to the almighty that Al will have my back.

The first two quarters feel like an eternity.

Whether they play the piece today or scrap it on the cutting room floor will be a mystery until I’m out of the shower and out of the stadium and buckling into my truck.

For the first time in my entire career as an athlete, I watch the clock on the big screen—not to see how much more time we have to score another goal, but so I know when I can go to the locker room and look at the internet.

How fucked up is that?

This is why my father discouraged us from having relationships—this mind-fuckery right here, this worrying about how another human feels and what the public thinks about me.

I barely recognize myself.

These are not the thoughts to be having when a two-hundred-and-fifty-pound lineman is staring you down, wanting to bust through the line like a runaway train.

The crowd is deafening.

Coaches on the sidelines shouting into our earpieces, my special teams coach using obscenities.

I throw my hands up. “What?”

Everything happens so fast for a guy who’s not focused, bodies smashing into me that I barely see it coming, my ass getting knocked to the ground, one of the very few times I’ve ever been sacked.

Great.

Just fucking great.

The crowd boos me as Lance Morris helps me off my feet. “What the fuck, dude.”

I have to snap out of this.

But I don’t.

By the grace of God, we win the game, but that doesn’t earn me a free pass; I know I’m going to get my ass chewed out now or later or both. Coach is going to be pissed, the fans are even pissed-er, and I can’t imagine what my brother Duke is going to say when he gets around to calling.

He usually does.

As soon as the final whistle blows, I yank my helmet off, conscious of the fact that everyone is staring at me from the side, my coach’s face positively beet red.

Is that rage? Hard to tell—the man always looks mad.

I blow past him, grabbing a water bottle and spraying it on my head, in my hair, and in my mouth—my teammates avoiding me, thank God.

I don’t want to hear it.

Not from anyone.

Not my brothers, though Drake can’t seem to help himself, sidling up to me. He didn’t have any playing time today and has zero sweat on his brow, though he does look freezing cold.

“Hey. What the hell was that?”

“Subtle much?” He could at least pretend I didn’t just play the worst fucking game of my life.

“I’m just sayin’, I’ve never seen you like this.” He lingers at my side, stepping in line when I head toward the locker room, not caring to wait around for any of my buddies from the other team to walk over and chat, which is typically what we do.

My friend from high school plays for the university we just beat, but I’m in no mood for a chat. If Bobby Dean wants to hang, he’ll shoot me a message and we can connect later.

Now is not the time.

Drake tails me through the tunnel and to my cubby, and if he weren’t my brother, I’d tell him to piss off. But he’s coming home with me, and I’m stuck with his shadow for the rest of my life.

If the equipment staff hadn’t already come around and collected my helmet for cleaning, I would chuck it against my cubby. I yank my jersey over my head so they can come collect that, too, along with my pants.


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