Total pages in book: 129
Estimated words: 122216 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 611(@200wpm)___ 489(@250wpm)___ 407(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 122216 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 611(@200wpm)___ 489(@250wpm)___ 407(@300wpm)
I mean, I’ve tried my best to not let myself have those thoughts. Now that I’m so close to getting my fantasy, my body is about to explode with need, wanting to make up for lost time. As turned on as I am, I’m also a bit nervous because I’m lacking any experience.
Knox is amazing with his mouth. That has to mean he’s good in bed as well. I’m sure he knows what he’s doing. That thought dampens my mood a bit, but I push it to the side as best I can. Now is not the time to be thinking about his past hookups. Merry didn’t even have any information on the girls he’s been with, but maybe that’s a good thing. I can’t think about anyone else. Nope. I need to focus on the here and now. I know a girl's first time can be a bit painful, but I have no doubt Knox will make it good for me.
The second the car is in park, Knox is out and coming around to open my door. He grabs me, pulling me into his arms. I wrap myself around him, taking his mouth in a kiss. I don’t know how he does it, but before I know it we’re in the house and in his bedroom. I expect him to take me over to the bed, but he doesn't. He sits me down on his dresser instead.
He peers into my eyes. “Something is on your mind. I felt your mood shift in the car. You did it before we left the house tonight, too.” Damn.
Knox must pay closer attention to me than I thought.
“I’m a virgin,” I blurt out.
“Good. Not that it would change anything.” His hands come down on either side of the dresser, caging me in. “I’ll be the only man to know this body, and I promise I’ll make this good for you. I don’t know if this is going to hurt you, but I promise I’ll take any pain away.”
“Never been with a virgin?” I try to keep my tone neutral, but I know I fail in my attempt so I keep going. Why stop now? “The girls in high school were all trying to give theirs to you.” I recall a few actually saying that verbatim. I used to hate listening to them talk about it.
“Have you ever heard about me being with someone?” He stares down at me, actually looking pissed.
“No. I mean, people said you only dated college girls.” I roll my eyes then drop my chin to my chest. He lifts it until my eyes meet his.
“You’ve never heard about me being with anyone, because I’ve never been with anyone.”
I stare up at him. His words keep playing on a loop in my head because I must have heard him wrong.
“I’m a virgin, Red.”
“How?” I finally say.
“You, babe. You ruined me a long time ago. I never settle for less than I want, and I’ve always wanted you.”
“Knox,” I whisper, shocked.
“Don’t be scared. I’m going to do this right for you. I vowed long ago I’d never hurt you again. Even if it meant letting you go.”
I have so many freaking questions, but right now I want Knox inside of me. Everything else can take a number. We’ve waited long enough for this part.
I grab his shirt and yank him down to kiss me. He claims my mouth, lifting me off the dresser and taking me over to the bed. He only releases my mouth long enough for us to pull our clothes from each other until we’re both naked.
“I don’t think…” I trail off and stare at his cock. One thing is for sure: Knox is very proportionate. His dick is as big as the rest of him. Cum leaks from the head. I lick my lips, wondering what he tastes like.
“Red.” He groans. “If your mouth gets near my cock, I’ll lose it.”
I sink my teeth into my bottom lip. It makes me feel damn sexy that his control is being tested right now. I’ve never felt hotter in my life. I ruined Knox Lovejoy. He’s worried he’s going to come too soon because of me. This is what being powerful feels like, and I’m drunk on it.
“You’re killing me, Red.” He grabs me, tossing me easily to the center of the bed.
I let out a small scream. Before I can move, he’s all over me. He buries his face between my thighs. He feasts on me, loving how wet and turned on I am for him. He works one finger into me and then another. I understand the worry about coming too soon with how primed I already am for him.
I cry out his name when he hooks his finger inside me. The orgasm catches me off guard with how fast it comes. He doesn’t stop, though. He works a third inside, stretching me more open for him.