Total pages in book: 109
Estimated words: 101985 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 510(@200wpm)___ 408(@250wpm)___ 340(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 101985 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 510(@200wpm)___ 408(@250wpm)___ 340(@300wpm)
“Let me touch you,” she urges, still whispering. “Let me see you.” With her other hand, she tugs at the waistband of my loose, flannel pants. I don’t bother trying to stop her; it would be like stopping the sun from rising. This is going to happen no matter what I do to stop it.
“Let me help you.” I hook a thumb into the waistband of my pants and my boxers and tug, giving her room to dip her hand inside and close her fingers around me. My breath catches before I moan in approval.
“It’s so thick,” she murmurs, looking down. She gives an experimental stroke, and I groan.
“Not too tight,” I whisper, and she loosens just a bit. “And it’s better if you can get it wet.”
She’s determined to surprise me today. Her eyes meet mine, locking onto me, and she raises her other hand before running the flat of her tongue from the heel to her fingertips. She wraps that hand around me this time, and I’m afraid I might come already. Either she has a very active imagination, or she’s been watching porn. Either way, I don’t care. It feels incredible.
“What next?” She pumps slowly, almost experimental. Watching me closely, seeing how I react. She’s holding my whole life in her hands, and she doesn’t know it. I would do anything for her, whatever she asks, so long as she never stops.
“Put it in your mouth. Get on your knees. I’ll tell you what to do.” Because fuck it, why not? It’s a waste of time pretending this isn’t going to happen. And I have imagined her sucking my cock too many times to keep from taking advantage of the situation. She wants to learn? I’ll teach her.
She lowers herself slowly, still watching me. “Take off your shirt,” I murmur, and the sight of her gorgeous tits dropping down from her nightshirt is a fantasy come true. Having her on her knees, eager, only wanting to learn. No holds barred.
“Put your lips over your teeth,” I say. “No teeth. Relax your throat. It’s not going to choke you, no matter what you think.” I take myself in one hand, guiding the head over her lips. “I’ve wanted to fuck your mouth for so long.” Color floods her cheeks, but she doesn’t pull away.
In fact, the tip of her tongue darts out, and she catches precum as it oozes from my head. It’s almost too fucking hot. “Go slow. Take your time.” Sliding between her lips and into the warmth of her mouth is bliss. I have to focus on not losing it, or I might have no choice but to take her by the back of the head and fuck her until she gags.
And I will do that one day. But not yet.
She eases her way down, one inch at a time, until she finally has most of me in her mouth. “Now, ease your way back up,” I murmur, stroking her hair. “Just like that. Don’t part your lips. Keep that suction going. Use your tongue—press it against where the shaft meets the head. That’s right, baby,” I groan. She’s a quick learner and eager.
I’m eager, too. I won’t be able to hold on much longer, even with her taking it slow. If anything, it’s that slow, sensual pace that has me ready to burst. “You’re so good,” I groan before withdrawing with a groan of regret.
“What’s wrong?” Her eyes are wide, surprised. “I thought you liked it.”
“I did,” I assure her, one hand still in her hair. “But if we’re going to do this, we’re going to do it right.”
18
MIA
I don’t know who’s in control of this anymore or if I ever was. I might have had to convince him, but he’s the one who leads me to my room. I can’t believe this is happening. That was the biggest gamble I’ve ever taken, and my legs are still shaking from nerves. But it worked. It actually worked, and he’s turning to face me.
I can’t believe he’s standing in front of me like this, staring at me, taking in every inch of my bare skin. Goose bumps rise over my arms, and I shiver, but I’m not cold. In fact, my skin is flushed and getting warmer the longer I stand here, waiting.
“What do I do now?” I finally have to whisper. It sounds stupid, probably, but he knows this is my first time. I’m not trying to impress anybody.
“Right now? You could stand right there, and I could easily jerk off to the sight of you.” He lowers his pants and kicks them aside, then takes himself in his fist. Watching him like this stirs something deep in my core, tightening it, spreading heat out in all directions.
And he’s doing it because of me. Just because he’s looking at me.