Total pages in book: 42
Estimated words: 43759 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 219(@200wpm)___ 175(@250wpm)___ 146(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 43759 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 219(@200wpm)___ 175(@250wpm)___ 146(@300wpm)
shoulders. With a happy sigh, Jez settled in beside him and went back to
watching the show. But with the warm th of Mac beside him and the
weight of Mac’s arm holding him close, he wasn’t really following the
story. His m ind kept turning over with unanswered questions. How did he
really feel about Mac? Was this a crush, or som ething m ore? And did
Mac feel the sam e? Surely if this was j ust about sex for Mac, they
wouldn’t be sleeping together and cuddling on the sofa. But Jez wasn’t
brave enough to ask in case he didn’t like the answer.
A sex scene on the TV finally captured his attention. It wasn’t quite
porn, but there was enough bare flesh and heavy breathing to get Jez
turned on. It rem inded him of how he and Mac had got together in the
first place, and he wondered if it was affecting Mac too. He m oved his
hand on Mac’s thigh, stroking slowly, gradually inching higher as the
couple on the screen writhed, their bodies entwined. The m an was
thrusting into the wom an, and she had thrown her head back in ecstasy.
Jez’s arse clenched as he im agined being fucked by Mac. Jez had
indulged in a little solo experim entation in the shower again y esterday
and found he could take two fingers quite easily. The thought of Mac’s
thick cock inside him m ade him nervous, but insanely horny at the sam e
tim e.
Jez’s hand reached the bulge in Mac’s sweats. The rigid length of
Mac’s dick lay diagonally, trapped by his underwear. Jez thum bed the
head. Mac’s breath caught, and Jez’s cock j erked in response.
“Not in here,” Mac said.
Jez m et his gaze. Mac’s ey es were nearly all pupil and his lips were
parted. Jez couldn’t resist leaning forward to lick at them , pushing his
tongue between them in a m essy, needy kiss.
Mac groaned and kissed him back, tightening one hand on the back of
Jez’s neck and bringing his other up to clutch Jez’s shoulder and pull him
closer. But then he pulled away again.
“Upstairs,” Mac said, breathless now.
“Yeah.”
For all Mac’s protests, he couldn’t keep his hands off Jez as he
fum bled to turn the DVD off, and he let Jez take his hand to lead him up
the stairs. They stopped on the landing again to kiss, all hot wet m ouths
and wandering hands as Mac guided Jez along. But when he went to open
his bedroom door, Jez broke the kiss to say, “Can we use m y room ?”
A slight frown tugged at Mac’s brows as he stared intently at him .
“Does it m atter?”
“I, uh….” Jez took a deep breath, his cheeks burning hot as he looked
down at where his hands gripped Mac’s T-shirt. “I’ve got som e lube. I
thought m ay be we could try som ething new.”
The silence felt painfully long, and Jez didn’t dare check Mac’s
reaction. Fuck. He should have kept his stupid m outh shut. He’d probably
overstepped som e invisible line with the suggestion, and he’d m essed up
what had been a perfect evening until now.
“I suppose.” Mac sounded uncertain. “But… which way round were
y ou thinking?”
“Oh. I m eant for y ou to fuck m e… if y ou wanted to try that? Not
that I wouldn’t want to fuck y ou. Of course I would. I m ean, why
wouldn’t I? But I didn’t think y ou’d be into—”
Mac m ercifully cut off Jez’s nervous ram bling with another kiss. Jez
kissed him back enthusiastically, unsure of what the kiss m eant but
assum ing it could only be a positive sign.
“Yeah,” Mac finally m uttered between kisses. “Hell y eah, I wanna
fuck y ou.”
Jez’s knees went weak at the desperation in Mac’s voice. Unable to
wait any m ore, he grabbed Mac’s hand and pulled him towards his
bedroom . “Com e on, then.”
Chapter Twelve
Jez turned on the lam p by his bed and got the lube and a condom out
of his bedside drawer. He tossed them onto the bed where they lay, proof
of what they were about to do. The m ood changed. Desire was still there,
but tem pered with nerves. Every thing felt new to Jez even though Mac’s
touch was fam iliar. They undressed each other slowly between kisses.
Jez’s hands shook with nerves, and Mac’s didn’t seem m uch steadier.
Finally naked, they got into the bed, and Jez gave Mac the bottle of
lube.
Mac looked at it as though it was an unexploded bom b. “I don’t know
what to do. I don’t wanna hurt y ou.”
“You won’t if we’re careful. Well… it’ll probably hurt a bit at first,
but I want to try any way.” Jez heard the determ ination in his own voice.
He couldn’t believe he was asking for this. He’d com e a long way in a
few short weeks, but he wanted to do this with Mac, to have him that way.