Total pages in book: 82
Estimated words: 77519 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 388(@200wpm)___ 310(@250wpm)___ 258(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 77519 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 388(@200wpm)___ 310(@250wpm)___ 258(@300wpm)
“She said that to you?”
“My mom isn’t exactly a good person.”
“I’m starting to get that.”
“It’s fine. It doesn’t matter.”
“It matters to me, and you don’t fucking listen to her, got it? She is a piece of shit.”
“Hawk, you’ve never even met her.”
“I don’t need to meet her. I know her kind, and trust me, they’re not worth it.”
She smiled, although she didn’t quite feel entertained. “I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be. Wear the makeup and do whatever shit you have always wanted to do. No one can stop you. No one can tell you now. Fuck them, Nikki. You’re your own person, and they have no right to tell you differently. Do you hear me?”
She nodded. “You’re right.”
“I know I’m right, now lean down and kiss me.”
“Is that an order?”
“Fuck, yeah, it’s a command.”
****
Hawk had come to several realizations after taking Nikki’s virginity. She was the only virgin he’d ever been with and he didn’t quite understand men’s infatuation or obsession with virgin women. He hated that scream she released and the way her body jerked as if she was trying to get away from him.
He was no rapist, and tearing through that thin wall of her hymen, and her reactions to him, he had felt like a fucking rapist, and he didn’t like it.
The next little problem he encountered was, he didn’t want any of the club brothers to know about his time with her. Nikki was going to belong to him, be his little secret, which meant she was no longer invited to the club. He didn’t want her immersed in his world. None of the club women were going to know, and he’d already cleared things with Melanie that no one was to know.
He wouldn’t have her come to the club, and he’d either go to her at the trailer, or pick her up and take her to the motel, which he’d already put down a deposit for. He’d already fucked her three times last night, and he intended to take her back there tonight.
Hawk hadn’t parked outside of the beauty salon, but several yards down the street, where he knew Nikki walked so he could stop her from going all the way home. He was not going to allow Darlene to know he was paying close attention to Nikki. As far as everyone was concerned, he had been paying a favor and that was how he was going to let it play out.
Nikki was not going to be a permanent feature in his life. She was nothing more than a passing fancy. Once he had his fill, she was going to end up like every other woman, just another memory.
Admittedly, Nikki was already different from a lot of other women. She invaded more of his thoughts than he cared to admit. He couldn’t bring himself to stop thinking about her. She drove him crazy, and he wanted her so badly, he could almost taste it. Even now, he felt his cock harden at the memory of the way he had taught her to ride his cock. That was an addiction within itself. Seeing Nikki come apart, watching her learn what he liked. She was a blank canvas. No man had taught her any tricks, and yet he could teach her, guide her, make her his own personal sex toy.
The temptation was so strong, but he knew he had to hold back. He could not give in to that kind of … intoxication. Nikki was a passing fancy. Nothing more. Nothing less.
Then, she stepped around the corner and came face to face with her. Without makeup, she was stunning, and today she had done her makeup subtly, but he saw it. The darkened eyes, the warmed-up complexion, and the slightly blushing cheeks. She looked amazing. He partly expected her to look a little like a clown, especially after the way her mother had treated her, but he didn’t understand what her mother’s problem was. Nikki looked beautiful.
“Darlene was so happy,” Nikki said with a squeal.
He’d climbed off his bike and was leaning on it, when she suddenly charged at him and threw her arms around him. He had plenty of time to catch her, and as he did so, he breathed in her scent.
“I take it you’ve had a good day at work.”
“A good day? I’ve had a great day. You were right about Darlene. Her only issue was the fact that I wasn’t representing the salon appropriately. Can you believe this? A couple of clients came in and actually wanted my makeup look!” Her mouth dropped open.
“Is that a good thing?” he asked.
“Yes. They wanted my look, and I was blown away.”
“Did you do them?”
“No, no, I can’t, I’m not insured and I’m not qualified, but Darlene said this was a good start.” Nikki pulled away and then leaned up to kiss him. “Thank you.”