Total pages in book: 71
Estimated words: 66022 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 330(@200wpm)___ 264(@250wpm)___ 220(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 66022 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 330(@200wpm)___ 264(@250wpm)___ 220(@300wpm)
“Shh,” he whispered, “shh.” He moved up beside Jack, who still had his arm slung over his face. His lips were parted and he was breathing hard. “Jack. You okay? You’re kind of worrying me. Can you slow your breathing a little bit?”
Jack moved his arm and faced Will. His cheeks were flushed, his skin covered in a sheen of sweat, his eyes fever-bright. “I’m okay,” he said in a hoarse whisper. “Better than okay.” He pulled himself up so he was leaning against the pillows at the headboard.
Slowly he shook his head from side to side and let out a long, low whistle. “That was really something. That was a first for me. Now I know what the big deal is.”
“You mean the first time another guy went down on you? I thought you said you and that guy, Luke…”
“Not that. He didn’t do that. I mean, what you did…with your mouth. No one’s ever done that.” Jack blushed and looked down, bringing his hands protectively over his spent cock.
“But surely Emma…”
“No.” Jack shook his head firmly. “Not her. Never.”
Will was silenced by this. He tried to imagine getting to the age of forty-four before having your first experience with oral sex. He failed. “Wow. No kidding.”
“It was…amazing.”
“Plenty more where that came from.” He laughed. “And lots more besides.”
Jack’s attention was on Will’s still-erect cock, half of it bared above the narrow band of black silk. “Can I…touch it?”
Will wasn’t entirely sure he’d heard him correctly. “Can you touch it?”
Jack nodded. Will couldn’t help but note the contrast of Jack’s charming hesitation to the men he usually had sex with, who took what they wanted, no questions asked.
Will pulled his underwear off and tossed it away. He lay back against the pillows and put his hands beneath his head, closing his eyes to put Jack more at his ease. He felt the light touch of Jack’s calloused fingers on his belly, then the grip of tentative fingers curling around his cock. He sighed with anticipation, almost desperate for Jack’s touch.
Jack continued to hold his cock, his fingers cool against the heat of Will’s lust. He arched up in encouragement but Jack remained immobile. Will opened his eyes and lifted his head a little to see what the problem was. Jack was staring at Will’s body as if mesmerized, his lips parted, his tongue touching his lower lip.
“You okay?” Will asked.
Jack seemed to snap out of a daze. “What? Yeah.” He dropped Will’s cock and pulled away. “I’m—I’m sorry. This is so much to handle right now. I think I need some time. I don’t know. To figure this out.”
Ah, Will thought, trying to keep any bitterness from creeping into his thoughts. Typical guy—now that he’s come, now that he’s had his orgasm, he’s suddenly able to think clearly. Was Jack now second-guessing himself? Regretting his haste in falling into bed with Will? Convenient that this happened after he’d let Will get him off.
Jack began to speak and Will struggled to listen without leaping to conclusions. “Please don’t think I don’t find you attractive. I do. I’m just—I don’t know—I need to figure this out. The craziness whirling through my head right now. For you this is probably just an experiment. See how far you can get with the old guy—”
“No way,” Will interrupted, suddenly angry. “I can’t believe you’d say that. Do you think I’ve been making up everything I said? Do you really think I’d go to those lengths, say what I said about love, just to have a quick fuck with a virgin?”
“No, no, I guess not. Please, I’m sorry. That’s just my insecurity talking. You’re so good-looking and confident. I still haven’t figured out what you see in me.”
Mollified, Will replied, “Hey, I’m sorry I bit your head off. You don’t know me that well. You don’t know I never talk about touchy-feely things like love and emotion. I wasn’t lying tonight when I said I’m as out of my ken as you are. Just in a different way.”
“Maybe in a similar way.” Jack looked down, his cheeks turning pink. “What just happened—it can’t be just physical. I mean, can it? I’ve never experienced anything like that before, Will. To tell you the truth, I used to wonder sometimes what the big deal was about sex. Why people, men especially, were so into it they’d do incredibly stupid things to get it.” Jack lay back against the pillows and looked up at the ceiling.
“First the kiss this afternoon. I’ve been kissed before. I’ve even, as I confessed earlier, been kissed by a guy. But when we kissed it was different. It was like it was charged with something electric. No, not even electric—something cosmic. Something beyond my experience.
“And when you touched me this afternoon, sure it felt good. I mean, everyone likes a massage, but my cock was hard as a rock the whole time your hands were on me. And when I saw you in the shower…” He stole a sidelong glance at Will, who smiled and nodded for him to go on. “Well, when I saw you, so young and strong, your cock in your hand, your head thrown back… It was like I was watching a dance. The most sensual, erotic dance I’ve ever seen.