Total pages in book: 87
Estimated words: 83908 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 420(@200wpm)___ 336(@250wpm)___ 280(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 83908 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 420(@200wpm)___ 336(@250wpm)___ 280(@300wpm)
“Rylan…God…you’re so big,” he says as I push in slowly, inch by inch.
“That’s it. You’re doing so well. You’re so good at taking my cock…and one day, when you’re ready, I want to take yours too, baby. Want to know what it feels like to have you inside me.”
For whatever reason, Hayes is nervous about topping. And really, it’s okay if he never wants to. I love how things are between us, but I do think he wants to, that he wants that experience. Still, it’s another way of letting himself open up to me, one that he’s not yet ready for. It’s as if he’s afraid he’ll do it wrong and I won’t want him. Truthfully, I don’t think there will ever be a time in my life when I won’t want Hayes.
The lube is still beside us on the mattress, so I squirt some into my hand, reaching around his body to stroke him while I keep working my way inside.
“That feels so good… Never knew it could be like this.”
“Me neither,” I admit. It doesn’t matter that I’ve had a whole lot more sex than Hayes. I’ve never had sex the way we do.
His breath hitches, whether from my words or the fact that I’m completely inside him, but then he says, “Fuck me hard, Ry. I need it.”
Ry. He’s never called me Ry before.
I pull back and slam my hips forward, feel the tight muscles in his ass stretch to accommodate my girth. I feel him loosen, the tightness inside him slacking as I thrust into his hungry body. His back bows for me perfectly, his pert ass high and his body moving back to meet my thrusts.
Hand still around his body, I jerk him off as I thrust into him. “You’re so good for me. I love fucking you, love taking you, the way your hole tightens around my dick when you come. You’re so fucking perfect.”
“Ry…God. You’re gonna make me come. Wait. I want…”
“What? Tell me what you want,” I urge him on.
“To ride you. I want to see you. I haven’t…”
“Fuck yes.” Another first that will belong to me. I pull out and collapse to the bed beside him, hold his waist as Hayes straddles me.
“I hope I’m good at this,” he says, and I see it for what it is, one more step toward Hayes trusting me, for him to take control a little more. He was so commanding that first night we were together in Seattle, I didn’t realize how hard it was for him. It was easier for him to test the waters when he thought he would never see me again, but now I have the ability to hurt him the way Malcolm did. To make him feel like he’s bad at sex or that if anything goes wrong, it’s his fault.
“You will be because it’s you. Everything you do to me is the best I’ve ever had.”
I see a spark go off in his gaze, and I’m proud to be the match that lit it.
“That’s it,” I say, holding the base of my cock while Hayes begins to slide down on it. “You wanna show me what you can do, don’t you? Want to show me how good you can be for me. I’m going to turn you into my little show-off.”
The heat of his body feels so good, the way his ass hugs my cock. It’s all too much and not enough.
“Oh my God. The angle like this. It’s so different. I…fuck. I love it,” Hayes says just before his ass meets my groin.
“Ride me, baby.”
Hayes presses his hands to my pecs, holding tight on my muscles as he raises, then lowers himself, bouncing on my dick, gaze holding mine, brown hair wet and messy. He looks like this adorable mixture of concentration and bliss, like he’s trying so hard to be good, to make sure he gets this right, but also losing himself to the pleasure of it.
“That’s it. Just let go. You’re so fucking hot like this, taking my cock the way you are.”
“God yes. I love your cock,” he says, moving faster, taking his pleasure from me, nails sharp into my skin. Hayes drops his head back, stretching out his body while enjoying mine. It’s the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen.
My balls are so damn full and achy, cock throbbing with need. It’s killing me not to come, but I need him to come first, so I wrap my hand around his shaft, stroke him as he fucks himself on my dick. He’s so hard in my hand, pulsing with energy. His breathing picks up, his movements sharper, and he drops his head down, looking at me with large pupils and pink cheeks.
“Ry…I’m gonna come. Oh fuck!” His dick twitches in my hand, his cum spurting on my chest in thick ribbons. I jerk him through his orgasm, my body tingling and climbing higher and higher until it’s my turn to cry out. I thrust up into him, cock spasming as I fill the condom with my release.