Total pages in book: 104
Estimated words: 99951 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 500(@200wpm)___ 400(@250wpm)___ 333(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 99951 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 500(@200wpm)___ 400(@250wpm)___ 333(@300wpm)
“Why did your dad come all the way to St. John’s only to stay for a few minutes?”
What a loaded question. Perhaps it’s her way of telling me I’m not the only voyeur among us.
Interesting.
I like this game.
I wave my finger up and down her body. “Why did you wear that frilly dress? Do you like it or did you have no choice?”
“Why did you wear that suit?”
I nearly grin at her intelligence.
I lean in. “Why don’t you stand up for yourself when people bully you?”
She leans in. “Why do you always seem angry and detached from the rest of the world, even your own friends?”
“Why is a little mouse like you hiding in the library at this time of night?”
“Why is a devil like you asking me all these questions?”
She’s breathing hard and her nostrils flare. I get this great sweeping feeling like I can see her down to her soul, and yet at the same time, it feels like if I held my hand out to touch her, it would pass right through the air, merely a mirage.
I never do get my answers.
The whiskey took effect, or maybe she grew bored of my taunting—she left after her last question, spinning on her heels, her dark curls bouncing.
The next morning, I wake up with a pounding headache, the kind of pain I know won’t budge even with Tylenol. I almost feel sorry for myself. It was stupid to drink that much. I never do it, hence why I still had that almost full bottle of whiskey three years after my friend gave it to me.
I wince when I sit up and look over to see that Harrison isn’t in the room. His bed is a crumpled mess. The clock reads half past eleven. I accidentally slept through breakfast in the dining hall, not that food sounds all that appetizing at the moment anyway.
I think of last night and wonder how Lainey is feeling this morning, then I brush the thought aside. She’s not my concern. Whether she wants to admit it to herself or not, she’s a kid. I have no business befriending her. Actually, I have no business befriending anyone right now. I have a set of goals that were hand-delivered to me yesterday by a cyborg in a suit. I have ten weeks left in this place, and then I’m gone, back to Paris where my life will consist of coursework and my internship at GHV.
Lainey will need to learn to fend for herself.
The door’s flung open, and Harrison walks in balancing three plates of food.
“First of all, idiot, you slept through breakfast, but I’m a good friend so here’s some cold eggs and hash browns. Pancakes and sausage too, though I took a bite out of both on the way up.”
Plates clatter as he haphazardly sets them down on my desk.
“Second, where the hell were you last night? I swear to god if you’re sleeping with Pippa again, you’re going to regret it.” He mimes the infamous Psycho knife scene. “She’s batshit, man.”
I get up out of bed and try to ignore the fact that the world feels like it’s tilting on its axis. “I wasn’t with Pippa.”
“Good, because I think Francesca is into you, and you cannot walk away from that. Please, for me, just spend the last few weeks before you graduate making the rounds.”
“Francesca isn’t my type.”
“Collette then?”
“No.”
“Are you kidding? It physically pains me that you don’t take more advantage of the French shit. You could just wander around saying whatever the hell you want and these girls would go wild for it.”
I rub my temples, trying to ease the headache that seems hellbent on staying put.
Harrison starts another sentence, some other thing that’s going to annoy me.
I look at him out of the corner of my eye. “Could you just shut up for five seconds?”
“Unfortunately, no. It’s a real problem.”
Chapter Six
Lainey
I stay away from the library for the next few weeks, but that doesn’t mean I don’t see Emmett. I’ve developed a nighttime routine, leaning into the insomnia, appreciating it now, actually. Around 11:30 PM, I slip out of bed, quiet as a mouse. Petit de la souris. I looked up what that means, and I find I don’t mind the nickname; it’s fitting. My shoes wait for me near the door, and I slip out of the dorm while Blythe sleeps on, oblivious. She never wakes up, but even if she did, I have a bathroom excuse ready to go in my head.
I sneak out the side door of the building, careful to keep it propped open slightly, and then I head straight down to the rose garden. On nights when the moon isn’t reliable, I bring my phone for its flashlight. Tonight, I don’t need it as I wind through the narrow path, looking and feeling and, every so often, bending down to sniff.