Total pages in book: 85
Estimated words: 82250 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 411(@200wpm)___ 329(@250wpm)___ 274(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 82250 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 411(@200wpm)___ 329(@250wpm)___ 274(@300wpm)
His eyes water, and I’m so damn scared I’m doing the wrong thing. All this shit is bottled up inside me; it’s there waiting to burst free, but what if I fuck it up? What if I hurt him? What if he hurts me?
“You’re killing me, Trav. Do you know what hearing you say that does to me?”
Instead of replying, I cover his mouth with mine. Kiss the hell out of him before pulling away to grab a condom and lube from my bedside table.
I cover my aching dick and wonder what it would be like to sink inside him bare. To feel his tight, hot hole with nothing between us.
I squirt lube into my hand and stroke myself before putting more on his hole. I push a finger inside.
“Travis…” Gary says as his hands tangle in the blankets, as he arches toward me.
“Gonna fuck you good,” I tell him. “Gonna love you good.”
He opens his legs wider for me as I push at his hole with the head of my cock. I work my way inside him. I shudder and he quickly does the same. I feel so fucking raw in this moment. Like he can see everything inside of me.
We both let out a deep breath when I push all the way inside of him, but don’t move.
“Fuck me, Travis.”
“Tell me again.”
“I thought you were the one begging me?” he teases. I can’t hold back anymore. I pull almost all the way out and thrust forward again. I lean over him, kiss him as I rut into him.
I take him hard and fast, then soft and slow. “God damn this hole. So fucking addicted to it,” I tell him, my face in his neck as I thrust into him over and over.
His blunt nails dig into my ass, his quick, sharp breaths in my ear. I kiss my way down his neck, lift his arm and nuzzle my face in his pit.
I lick his collarbone. Bite his neck.
“Harder,” he tells me, so I take him harder. I spit in my hand and stroke his swollen dick. “Oh fuck. Right there. Christ, Travis, right there.” His cock spasms in my hand, his body arching off the bed as a rope of come spurts out of him, on his stomach and into my hand. I keep stroking, keep fucking as he shoots some more.
His hole tightens around my dick, and the build-up becomes too much, so I let loose. Bite into his neck again as I thrust through my orgasm, emptying my load into the condom.
Then I fall on top of him, pull out, but don’t have the strength to move.
We breathe together for a moment, reality making its way back into my world. “Thank you.”
“What are you thanking me for?” Gary asks.
“For having my back.” It didn’t escape my attention that he used the same words I thought. “For telling my parents I’m a good man.”
For the first time, it’s Gary tilting my head up so I’m looking at him. “You are. You’re not who I thought you would be, Travis. You’re so much more.”
I kiss him again, and it’s slow and exploratory. A kiss with emotion, something else I’ve only shared with him.
“I don’t trust very easily.”
He chuckles softly, his body vibrating against mine.
“Yeah…I guess that’s pretty obvious.”
“It makes sense that you don’t. The people who are supposed to love you the most have let you down. I won’t let you down, Travis. I promise. I won’t try to change you. You’re exactly who you’re supposed to be…who I’m falling for.”
“I think I’m falling in love with you,” I tell him, but the words don’t feel strong enough. Like the think doesn’t belong in there. Jesus, I’m shit at this.
“What did you say to me?” Gary asks, a tremble in his voice.
“I think I’m falling in love with you. I’m all twisted up when it comes to you.”
And then it’s Gary kissing me with so much fucking hunger and need. When he pulls away, he says, “I love you too. Just…don’t hurt me, Trav. I can’t handle you hurting me.”
I couldn’t live with that either.
“We’re getting entirely too sappy. Give me a minute to recoup and then I want to see Sex-Beast Gary. I need some more Superass before this night is over.”
And then we both dissolve into laughter, and I think if this is what being in a real relationship is, I should have gone in with him sooner.
33
Gary
We stand in line at the ticket booth for the production of Avenue Q that’s being put on at Boulder Crest Park. I hold Travis’s gym duffle bag, which has a blanket and some snacks in it. We saw the signs for the event on our jog through the park yesterday, and Travis mentioned it as a great opportunity to have our first actual date.