Total pages in book: 98
Estimated words: 94460 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 472(@200wpm)___ 378(@250wpm)___ 315(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 94460 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 472(@200wpm)___ 378(@250wpm)___ 315(@300wpm)
I left the best place for last.
With another handful of soap, I swept my fingers between his legs and over his perineum, around his balls and then got to business by using the slippery gel to fist his cock. No surprise he was hard again, even after everything we’d done earlier in bed.
It didn’t take much to get him there. A suggestive look, a heated smile, an innuendo. A touch, a kiss, a brush of my lips across the back of his neck when he least expected it…
His eyes focused on mine since we were face to face and practically nose to nose.
I reluctantly released him. “Rinse off.”
“I was enjoying that,” came his deep rumble, amplified by the acoustics of the immense shower.
“I can tell, but I have a better plan.”
He cocked one dripping, dark eyebrow. “Better than jerking me off?”
“You’ll have to tell me afterward.”
“I don’t know, T. You’re pretty damn good at jerking me off.”
That was because I had years of practicing on myself. With Dahlia, I never knew what got her off, unless she complained that I was doing it wrong. Because I had the same parts as Ronan, it was much easier to figure it out with him. If it turned me on, it probably would turn him on, too. “Wouldn’t you rather have me on my knees?”
His sly smile went wide. “Shouldn’t even have to ask.”
I wouldn’t lie, it was his smile that first sucked me in. There was something about it so genuine and, just like he said about mine, his lit him up from the inside out, too.
It didn’t matter if it was a sly smile, a happy smile, mixed with a laugh, or even a suggestive one, it got me each and every time. When he wasn’t smiling, I had always felt the need to do everything in my power to make him do so.
Right now the very smile I had fallen in love with was lazy and relaxed. But in contrast, those brown eyes that also always drew me in were full of heat.
“How soon are you getting on those knees?”
“Since these knees tend to complain, I think we need to keep a waterproof cushion in the shower.”
“Next time.” He put his hand on my head and pushed downward.
“Are you getting impatient?”
“I’m always impatient to get your mouth around my cock.”
“Now you know how I feel when you text me hours before I leave work and tell me you plan on sucking the brains right out of me when I get home.”
Home.
I didn’t officially move in yet because of the kids. I figured in time, if things kept moving forward like they were, we’d be living together once again. I was stuck in a year-long sublease so it wasn’t like I was in a rush, but saving on rent would help.
“That isn’t nice of you. I walk around the offices and studio doing my best to hide my… reaction.” I never carried around so many folders full of blank paper in my life.
“Sure, T. I know you go into a bathroom stall and think about me sucking you off while you rub one out.”
I rolled my lips inward to avoid laughing. He knew me too well. “If someone catches me doing that, you’ll get me fired and I need that job.”
“They fire you, I’ll buy the corporation out from under them.”
“No, you won’t. We’ve discussed this.”
He pushed more firmly on my head. “Less talking and more sucking.”
I shook it. “You’re bossy enough. I can’t imagine what you’d be like if you became my real boss.”
His face lit up, his eyes gleamed and the corners of his lips tipped up.
“See? That look right there says it all.” I lowered myself to my knees and glanced up again.
Even being cocky, Ronan was so damn beautiful.
I had no better way to describe him.
I considered him even more beautiful now than I remembered. And, like Ronan, I remembered those days so long ago like they were only yesterday. Both the good and the bad.
We were currently working on more of the good and no longer focusing on the bad.
We were still considered boys back then and now we were both mature men. Life had banged us up a bit but I was certain we’d be okay in the end.
Sometimes I had to pinch myself to make sure this was my life now.
I had Ronan. I was free of Dahlia… for the most part. I had two children I loved with all my heart. All I had to do was become financially stable once more and I’d be golden.
More importantly, I needed to find a way to spend more time with my kids. I wanted to get to the point where Dahlia and I shared custody instead of the way it was currently.
I hoped Ronan would be onboard with that. Since I wanted him to be a permanent part of my life, he would be a vital part of my kids’ lives, too.