Total pages in book: 115
Estimated words: 111685 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 558(@200wpm)___ 447(@250wpm)___ 372(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 111685 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 558(@200wpm)___ 447(@250wpm)___ 372(@300wpm)
I needed to meet him halfway.
With that thought, I would get up. In a minute. Another minute. Five more. Okay. Ten more.
I was fully paralyzed. I couldn’t get myself to stand up, least of all walk out of there. Then my phone was going again. It was a text this time.
Stone: Where in the library?
Me: Second floor. Curled in a ball on the ground.
Stone: I’m coming.
I didn’t know how he could.
I tried pushing myself up again, but my body decided not to follow my commands. Curled in a ball, my forehead to the ground, nope. My body was saying it was just fine like this. Stay here. We’ll be safe here.
I needed to go…then, a footstep down my aisle. I tensed.
A soft voice, “Dusty? Is that you?”
Siobhan.
She came forward, kneeling beside me. I felt her. “Are you okay?”
No. I was in agony and I couldn’t talk, I was in that much agony.
“Dusty.” More urgent. More concern. Her hand came to my shoulder.
I couldn’t move.
“What’s happening to you?”
I was having an episode. Couldn’t she tell?
I should be in a mental hospital. They had drugs for this, whatever was happening to me. I couldn’t even function on my own in public. This was ridiculous. And I was fully thinking these thoughts at the same time my body was locked up in a fetal ball.
“Dusty!” She began shaking me harder. “You’re scaring me.”
There was a rush of other footsteps.
She squeaked, whirling around.
“I got her.” That was Stone.
“Um.” She stood up, backing out of the way.
He moved in, then his arms were around me. He asked in my ear, “Can you move at all?”
A small shake of my head. That was it.
He cursed, but lifted me.
Once I was up, my legs went down and my arms went around him, and I could stand again. It was like he jarred me back to life.
Then he was in front of me. The aisle was too narrow, so Siobhan was behind him. He had on a large black sweatshirt, the hood pulled up, and a hat on underneath. The brim was pulled low, half-masking his face so only his nose, cheeks, and jawline could be seen. His mouth, too.
His so fuckingly talented mouth.
He was raking me in, and whatever he saw had that jaw clenching. His hand tightened on my arm. He demanded roughly, “What do you need right now? I can’t carry you out of here. I just can’t. Too much attention, so what can I do to help you so you can walk out of here by yourself?”
I touched his face, and I closed my eyes. Leaning in, my head to his chest, I stood there.
Slowly, almost hesitantly, his arms came around me. He held me. And only then did the knot that had a paralyzing hold on me start to unlock itself. My body began to ease, calming down. My temperature returned to normal. I felt my lungs expand.
I waited, past what was a normal time for a hug. But I needed it, and it was helping, and I knew Stone could tell. His hands splayed out on my waist, holding me above my hips. He was just waiting, letting me lean on him. Then, finally, I could talk and I gasped out loud.
His hand came up to the back of my neck. He gripped me, pulling my head back so I was looking him in the eyes.
They were hard, almost dead-like, but he asked, “You done being a bitch?”
Siobhan gasped behind him.
I hadn’t realized she was still with us.
I nodded, a small up and down, but it was true. He knew what I’d been doing. I said, but it came out as a whisper, “I’m sorry.”
“I get it. What you’re going through, I’m shocked you’re not a bigger bitch.”
I closed my eyes and my head went back to his chest. His hand softened on me, cupping the entire side of my face from my cheek to his fingers behind my neck. His fingers slid up into my hair and he cradled me to him.
“Um, I think…” Siobhan again. She sighed. “I’ll call you later?”
I nodded, but my voice would’ve been muffled against Stone’s chest. I was in no hurry to pull away and face her, not how I must’ve been looking, but I snaked an arm out around him and reached out for her.
She paused, I heard her, and I felt her grip my hand. She gave me a squeeze. “Later, Dusty.”
I squeezed her back in response, then she let go and Stone kept on holding me to him. His head was bent down. I was in a back corner, so we were almost in our own section of the library, a moment of privacy before we’d have to go out and face the world.
I just wasn’t ready for that yet.
Chapter Twenty-Four
Once I could walk on my own, Stone led the way.