Total pages in book: 68
Estimated words: 63970 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 320(@200wpm)___ 256(@250wpm)___ 213(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 63970 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 320(@200wpm)___ 256(@250wpm)___ 213(@300wpm)
And yet for all his beauty, it hadn’t ensured him a perfect life. That was what she’d learned today. She’d known it, known his history. She’d even watched him on what had to be one of the worst nights of his life, but it hadn’t been until she’d seen him today that it had struck her deeply how hard it was to be Jared Johns. The world of the famous had its drawbacks.
“I like your breasts, too. We should make some rules.” He was back to gently skimming his fingers over her skin.
“How about I tell you if I don’t like something and we can hammer out a contract between us tomorrow?” She didn’t want to spend the whole night going over hard and soft limits. She trusted this man with her body.
She simply didn’t trust his whole future with her. She would be the one to ruin it. But they could maybe have the now. It might not work. It might be like a lot of other things—transient. It could look perfect from a distance but fall apart as they got close.
Was she actually hoping for that to happen? So she never had to tell him why she wouldn’t give their relationship a real try?
“I can do that,” he said, his head dipping down. “Give me permission to kiss you, to have you. I haven’t been able to stop thinking about wrapping myself up in you, surrounding myself. I want you to hold me so tight I forget where you end and I begin.”
Her body seemed to soften with every word that came from his mouth. He was close to her, so close that her nipples brushed against the hard planes of his chest. They’d tightened right up, prepping for him to twist and tease them, to suck and play with them. His fingers dragged over her neck and across her shoulders, down his arms, but his lips hovered above hers. “I want you to take me, to break me in the absolute best of ways. I want to shatter and have you hold me together.”
She would find a way to hold herself apart later.
This weekend, she intended to be all in. It wasn’t right or fair to him. She knew she should tell him what was going on, but she couldn’t find the words. If he asked her, she wouldn’t do it. She would take the chance and it could cost her everything.
Maybe she could take the chance. Maybe it would be worth it.
“Stay with me,” he whispered, his hands tugging on her hair. “Unless you want to stop and talk. I’m willing. My dick is aching and I want nothing more than to lay you out on that bed and spend the rest of the night making you scream out in pleasure, but you are more important to me. You, Sarah. Not the sub. Not the concubine. You.”
Sweet words that made her ache inside. Yes, this was why he was so dangerous. “I want to forget everything but you tonight. Everything.”
She could see his hesitation. He wanted to force her to talk, and maybe someday she would, but not tonight.
He tugged her hair until her head fell back, granting him access to her neck. She shivered with pure desire. His hands skimmed over her hips and caught in the waist of the skirt she wore, dragging them down. He moved with his hands, lips kissing their way down her body. Even on his knees, he could easily kiss her breasts. He caught a nipple between his lips, giving her the barest edge of his teeth. It made her whole body tense. It didn’t matter which way he went. If he bit her, she would shriek and moan and love the ache. If he went the sweet route, she would melt. It was all amazing sensation and she welcomed it.
His eyes were on her, looking up as he made his decision. He slowly licked her nipple as he eased the pants off and left her standing naked in front of him.
He licked her other nipple, cupping them both in his big hands. He seemed fascinated with her breasts, and she let him indulge. She intended to give him anything he wanted sexually. For the first time in forever, she intended to fully sink into her submissive role. While they were in the club, nothing else mattered. There was no future and no past. There was only the here and now, and she wouldn’t let anything intrude. They could exist here.
He moved suddenly, getting to his feet as though he couldn’t stand another second on his knees. As though the anticipation was almost too much. He leaned over and hauled her up into his arms. He crossed the space between them and the big bed that she happened to know had some interesting functions.