Total pages in book: 79
Estimated words: 73445 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 367(@200wpm)___ 294(@250wpm)___ 245(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 73445 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 367(@200wpm)___ 294(@250wpm)___ 245(@300wpm)
Clearly, as my pants tented, my body chose to respond regardless of the fucked up voyeuristic situation I was in.
I could have stared upon her longer. I could have lowered my lips to the lace of her panties and her bra and licked along the edges as I wanted to do, but this was not the time. There may never be the time, but I knew that this very moment was most definitely not it.
Finishing step one, I divested her of the sexy undergarments, taking a step back and inhaling deeply to steady my nerves. Her entire body was now on full display before me. The only thing she wore was the black ribbon I had tied around her neck. She was my package. A dark gift. Mine.
It was a moment that wouldn’t last long. The Elders still looked upon the empty bed waiting, and so for this short time, Grace was only mine to gaze upon. Only I got to watch as she stood at attention before me. Perky breasts that would fill my palms, curves in all the right places, and a bare pussy just begging to be devoured.
Her eyes were hooded by thick lashes, and her lip quivered. I could see it, sense it… she was fighting against the shame.
I wouldn’t have any part of that. I needed to take the burden of shame off her shoulders if possible.
If she was naked, I would be too.
I didn’t have to remove all my clothing. Nowhere in the handbook did it say I had to be naked. I could have just taken my pants down and shoved my dick inside of her as I’m sure many recruits had done in the past, but I was not that man.
I owed her more.
She deserved equal.
If she was bare and exposed, I sure as fuck would be too.
And besides, there was a sick side of me that wanted those old fucks who would be watching to have to see my bare ass. Make them feel awkward—and most certainly envious—as they stared upon my dick that no doubt was much larger than any of theirs. I was proud of my lean, toned, and muscular body and would use it to my advantage to play mind games with the men who were forced to watch me fuck like they could only fantasize of doing as they stroked their limp and wrinkled cocks while watching porn.
Step two: bend her over the bed and claim from behind.
The good thing about fucking her in this position was that I wouldn’t have to see her face. I wouldn’t feel her breath on my mouth tempting me to kiss her as I entered her. I wouldn’t have to feel her body in my arms or hold her close in an intimate way I knew neither of us wanted or even expected.
This wasn’t making love. It was sex in the most raw, primal and depraved way while others watched. We might as well fuck like animals since we were practically in a cage surrounded by our keepers.
I took hold of her arms and led her to the edge of the bed. She didn’t resist or even tense up. In fact, she was the one who bent over and placed her palms on the silver and gold bed covering.
And thank God for that, because there was a split moment I froze and nearly buckled at the knees as she did so. I shouldn’t have glanced over to the Elders. I shouldn’t have looked.
Motherfucker!
I knew he would be there. Deep down I knew. Of course he would be there. He was an Elder. But I didn’t want to see his face, his judging eyes, his lips with a wicked smirk. I didn’t want to actually see him!
My father.
My father would watch me as I fucked this woman.
Sick, disgusting, twisted, and I had no choice but to quickly close my eyes and force the image out of my mind. I had to block the vision of him watching. I had to. I had to. He would not break me, and if I failed to fuck this woman… I would fail on the first night.
No, Dad, no. You will not win. So, watch all you want. Watch me do it better than you ever could. Watch me. I will complete every single step of this Initiation, and there is nothing you can do to stop me. Watch, motherfucker. Watch.
Her ass. Yes, focus on her ass because as it was bent over the bed, it had the power to fully captivate my entire attention. Creamy white called to me. Her thin thighs were sealed tightly together, but I knew she would allow me to breach the connection for we had already crossed the line of no return. But regardless, I wanted more.
I stepped up behind her and pressed my hard cock at the seam of her ass. Bending over her positioned form, I placed my lips at her ear, wrapped my arm around her body, and I caressed her pussy searching for her clit.