Total pages in book: 132
Estimated words: 128801 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 644(@200wpm)___ 515(@250wpm)___ 429(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 128801 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 644(@200wpm)___ 515(@250wpm)___ 429(@300wpm)
But loving him had always hurt, and there was no stopping the surge of it right then.
The way it got carried on the rapture.
The way it was still rolling through me when I pushed him back, slid off the table, and got onto my knees.
And he was groaning the deepest sound. A sound that banged against the walls and reverberated back, amplifying the thunder that beat between us. His expression twisted in shame and gluttony, his words dragging like blades through the dense air. “What I would do to be good enough for you.”
“You’re wrong. Whatever you’re thinking right now, you’re wrong, Ryder Nash.”
Because I saw it. That same sadness that he fell into sometimes. The grief that he covered with those easy smiles and that casual demeanor.
But the thing about me and Ryder was I thought I knew him best, too.
Was sure I was the only one who recognized those things.
The one who felt the darkness that poured out of him.
I wondered how I’d never fully noticed this, the lust that radiated from his body, or if I had just let my fears and insecurities cloud it, because there was no mistaking the desire that flooded from him now.
The way the designs inscribed on his flesh writhed over the corded muscle that flexed with restraint.
The way the gunmetal of his eyes had turned to pitch.
The way he strained at his jeans and his chest jutted with coarse, choppy pants.
“What I’m thinking right now is I have a goddess kneeling in front of me.”
“I’ve always been here, Ryder. On my knees for you.”
“No, Cookie. It’s always been me. A beggar at your feet.”
More questions flew through my mind, but I couldn’t waste this time asking them. I leaned forward and yanked at the buttons of his fly, watching the way his face darkened with greed when I did.
Still, he was grating, “You don’t have to do this, Dakota.”
“No one implied that I did. I want to. I want to see you. I want to touch you. I want to taste you, too.”
A tortured groan left him when I tugged at his jeans. He stood then, knocking the chair over as the man rose to tower over me.
A fortress of shadows.
I gulped when Ryder started shoving his jeans down until he was kicking them off his feet and pulling his tee over his head at the same time.
He straightened.
Completely bare.
A shudder rocked through me, and I wasn’t even sure how I remained kneeling as I rushed to take in every inch of him.
Every carved, muscled edge, his skin covered in a canvas of ink. The strength that rippled and his dark beauty that bled from his pores.
My fingertips brushed over the chocolate chip cookie he had tattooed on his hip. Wondering if I’d been wrong. If he had thought about me like this.
I did my best to ignore the clock in the middle of his chest, not to contemplate it, refusing to allow it to rip open a wound.
Not when his penis was bobbing in front of my face, thick and long and hard, the veins visible this close. The head was fat, so heavy with need that I could almost see it throb, a metal rod running vertically through the middle of it.
My mouth watered, and my head spun, and I was vibrating like crazy when I reached out to gently run my hand along his shaft.
Ryder jolted, and his hips rocked forward. “Dakota.”
I glanced up at him.
The man a shroud.
Midnight.
I tightened my hold around him before I lightly licked around his crown, the tip of my tongue flicking over the precum leaking out of his slit before I ran it up to do the same over the little metal ball.
He lurched, a harsh rasp raking from his lungs. “Who’s teasing who now? Are you going to fuck me with that sweet mouth, Cookie?”
“Only if you want me to.” It was the shakiest breath of a tease, and he choked out a sound that I wasn’t even sure was a laugh or a threat, and he reached down to trace his thumb over the little divot at the side of my chin.
“Do I want you to? I’ve been dying to feel that sweet mouth around my cock for years. You don’t have the first idea how fucking bad I want you, do you, Dakota? How many times I’ve imagined you just like this, getting ready to wrap those perfect pink lips around my dick?”
Lust tumbled through my being, and I leaned in and licked him again before I pulled only the head into my mouth. I rolled my tongue around it while Ryder wound my ponytail in his hand.
He gave it a slight tug. “Suck me like a good girl, Dakota.”
A frenzy of nerves skittered, a rush of that energy that glowed, and I took him in as far as I could take him, his cock so hard and heavy in my mouth, so big it took everything in me not to instantly gag, the cool metal of the barbell piercing at odds with the heat that filled me.