Total pages in book: 58
Estimated words: 56256 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 281(@200wpm)___ 225(@250wpm)___ 188(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 56256 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 281(@200wpm)___ 225(@250wpm)___ 188(@300wpm)
“Anya, you have no idea what you do to me.”
“What do I do to you?”
He lowers his body to where the majority of his weight presses down on me. I love it. “You turn me on every time I fucking see you. Do you know how difficult it is to work with a hard on?”
I giggle lightly. “I didn’t know.”
“Now you do,” he says before crushing his lips to mine and picking up speed.
Our bodies move together, creating enough friction along my clit to have my body racing toward another orgasm. I’ve never had more than one orgasm in the span of one evening before.
When I knocked on Griffin’s door this evening, I never expected for this to happen. But I’m glad it is.
I want him.
And that thought terrifies me and excites me.
I wrap my legs around him, keeping him close as our tongues tangle together. “I’m coming,” I shout out into the darkness of Griffin’s bedroom.
“That’s it. Come all over me, Anya.”
Hearing his dirty words sends me spiraling over the edge. My breaths come out in pants as my body tightens around him, my orgasm crashing over me in waves.
“Fuck, I feel you coming on my cock. Can’t hold on,” he groans out, and his body shakes above me as his orgasm slams into him.
It’s completely gorgeous the way he looks when he’s getting off. Makes me want to memorize the moment.
As soon as our bodies have calmed, and he’s already cleaning up, tossing the condom into the garbage can, he smiles. “We’ll definitely need to do that a few more times.”
“A few more hundred times,” I say with a laugh.
After he’s cleaned up he lays next to me, propped up on his elbow and looking down on me. “We should keep this a secret until we figure out how to tell people.”
I nod. “I couldn’t agree more,” I say, wondering what my brothers will think about me dating Griffin.
Are we dating?
Chapter 16
Griffin
Anya spent the night, last night, and waking up with her in my arms was something I didn’t even know I needed until I opened my eyes. My arms wrapped around her delicate body. Her face inches from mine. The way her hair splayed across the pillow. Damn, I didn’t want to move and disturb such a peaceful moment.
That may be what it is I’m needing or craving—peace.
I never experienced a sense of peace growing up. I was constantly walking on eggshells, always in a persistent state of nervousness. The only time I felt my body relax was when I was at the Atwood’s and even that was just temporary because I knew I’d eventually have to leave.
But this morning, waking up with Anya, I felt a peace I’ve never experienced before and it was amazing.
She left this morning, after I made her come twice, and it was not easy to let her go. I wanted us both to call out of work and spend the day in bed, but she reminded me we have a party tonight. After a long goodbye kiss, I watched her pull out of my driveway and my heart sank. One night together and I feel like I can’t breathe without her.
That’s why I’m equal parts excited and nervous to be at Atta Boy today. I can’t wait to see her, to have her near me, but that also means I’ll be seeing Callum. I’ll be seeing all the Atwood’s for Christ’s sake and I honestly don’t know how I’m going to react.
I broke my promise to Callum, and while there was no possible way around it, the weight of my actions sits heavily on my shoulders. The connection I feel to Anya is unavoidable, an intense need stronger than anything I’ve ever experienced before. It’s not just attraction; it’s something deeper, something that pulls me toward her with an irresistible force.
Yet, I know Callum won’t understand. He’ll see me as the guy who betrayed his trust and took advantage of his little sister. He’ll look at me with disappointment and anger, unable to see the depth of my feelings for Anya. In his eyes, I’ll be nothing more than a promise-breaker.
The thought of losing my friendship with Callum gnaws at me. We’ve been through so much together, shared countless memories and built a bond that felt unbreakable. But now, that bond is at risk. I’ve worked hard to get where I am, and Callum’s influence is significant. If he turns against me, I’ll be left scrambling to pick up the pieces of my shattered career.
I won’t be the same person if that happens and I won’t be the same person if I lose Anya.
I’m cornered and I don’t know how to get out.
But, I told Anya we should keep this a secret and thankfully she agreed. So, until I figure out how things will play out, my relationship with her will be kept in the shadows.