Total pages in book: 147
Estimated words: 148949 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 745(@200wpm)___ 596(@250wpm)___ 496(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 148949 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 745(@200wpm)___ 596(@250wpm)___ 496(@300wpm)
She frowned.
“And that’s assuming Giorgio doesn’t jump on it first. Knowing the Butler, he will probably be attempting to romance you as soon as our plane is in the air.”
Blue widened her eyes.
Emilio raised his hand and tried to grab my earrings.
I tilted my head away from him. “Basically, Blue. . .”
She swallowed.
“I tried to give you time to figure it out, but. . .”
“Yeah. I have been. . .”
“Dragging your ass on the decision.”
She blinked.
“Now, unfortunately, I’m ordering you to make some decision by the time we return to Moscow.”
Blue put her view on the ground.
“I hate doing this to you because it’s not supposed to be my business, but honestly it is a miracle that neither of them have killed the other yet under this roof.”
She nodded.
“So, let’s not drag this out anymore, before someone gets shot in the head and war is possibly started between the Brotherhood and French.”
Blue placed her hands in her pockets. “I understand.”
“Look. I’m no expert.” I softly patted Emilio’s back. “Love is a complex and beautiful thing. It’s not always easy to make these kinds of decisions, but I think it’s important to consider what you truly value in a relationship. Maybe, that can help.”
“They both would bring value.”
“Then, instead of focusing on their individual qualities, try to think about how you feel when you’re with each of them. Even more important, how do they make you feel about yourself? And how do you see your future with each one?”
“That is actually helpful.” She put her view back on me. “With Giorgio, I feel comfortable and at ease. I think that. . .he truly understands me.”
“And David?”
“With David, there’s always this lusty excitement and passion, but sometimes it can be a little overwhelming.”
“It sounds like you need to consider what you want in a man.”
Emilio yawned.
I placed him in a cradling position.
He squirmed in my arms and then those eyes began to slowly droop.
I headed over to the rocking chair just in case he was still hungry. “Either way, Blue, passion and excitement can be thrilling, but a deep connection and understanding could provide a strong footing for a lasting relationship.”
“So. . .you think Giorgio?”
“It’s not my choice. It’s yours. I can’t do this for you.”
“You are right. I need to think about what I truly want and need from a partner.”
“Who can you build a life with? And. . .what do you want for your life?”
Blue looked at Emilio. “These past months, I have been wondering about that very question.”
“The good thing is that you can take your time on that decision.” I lowered into the rocking chair with Emilio. “But the decision of King David or the Butler. . .”
Blue swallowed.
“Have that figured out by the time we return.” I gave her a sad smile. “I’m sorry to rush you on it, but these are two merciless killers who have been playing good for now. . .let’s not push our luck.”
“It will be done.” She lifted her view from Emilio and put it on me. “When you met Kazimir, how did you know that he was the one?”
“Kaz made it easy.”
“How?”
“I didn’t have a choice.”
Blue wrinkled her forehead. “What do you mean?”
“Kaz came into my life when I least expected it. I was at a low point and he just showed up, like he was meant to be there.” I carefully adjusted the top of my dress, revealing just enough for Emilio to latch on.
Soon, he reached his tiny hands up to my breast and instinctively began to suckle.
I looked back at Blue. “From the moment I met Kaz, I felt a connection that I had never experienced before. It was like he understood me on a level that no one else did. There was no other choice to make, but to remain at his side and—”
“Mysh!” Kaz roared in the hallway. “Mysh!”
Really?
Blue chuckled.
I rolled my eyes. “I am in here!”
I’m going to curse his ass out.
“Mysh?” Kaz stormed in, looking like a million dollars. A black on black designer suit adorned his muscular body. His hair was perfectly styled back, showing off his chiseled face.
And just like that my annoyance dissipated, and my pussy couldn’t help but moisten from the sight.
Damn.
The only reason why I hadn’t sexually attacked him was due to Blue and Emilio being in the room.
Kaz prowled over, kissed me on the cheek, and then whispered in Russian, “Naughty mouse.”
“What did I do?”
A huge smile spread on his face as he rose. “Did you think I would not know?”
“Know what?”
“Crucifix!”
I groaned in annoyance. “Did David tell you?”
“No.” Kaz headed over to the window and happily grinned. “Ivan Volkov is vomiting in my driveway.”
Jesus Christ.
“They were supposed to take the band to the back of the house.” Blue sighed and headed off.
Kaz gazed out of the window. “David is taking pictures for me.”