Total pages in book: 132
Estimated words: 125653 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 628(@200wpm)___ 503(@250wpm)___ 419(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 125653 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 628(@200wpm)___ 503(@250wpm)___ 419(@300wpm)
The tiny voice of my car service drifts from somewhere overhead. “Mr. Saint? Are you injured? Mr. Saint?”
My mouth fills with the metallic taste of blood.
“Mr. Saint?”
I’m here. Don’t leave me.
“Macon?” A voice of hot, sticky honey. I want to taste it, let it drizzle over my skin. “Macon?”
The camera flash pops in my eyes.
God, look at him. He’s really hurt. Shouldn’t we get help?
We will just take one more picture. Feel the muscle on his arm. It’s so hard.
They’re taking pictures of me stuck in this car. They’re fucking feeling me up. While I’m twisted up in this fucking car. A hand grabs my arm. Shouting, I swing wide, connecting with something hard. A tremendous crash rings out.
“Macon! What the great hell?”
It’s her voice—no longer honey sweet but sharp and irate, a voice I can never fully get out of my mind—that pulls me out of my fog. My surroundings come into focus with a breath. Delilah kneels on the floor, gathering up the ruins of what looks to be my dinner.
“Shit, I’m sorry,” I say, honestly horrified I took a swing at her.
“What the hell is wrong with you?” she huffs. “I called your name several times, and you were just sitting there, staring out the window.”
“I was asleep.” I run a hand over my face and find it damp with sweat. “Did I hurt you?”
“I’m fine. But the tray might take exception to being whacked.” She shoots me a glare, and I brace for another rebuke, but her stiff expression eases. “You were having a nightmare, weren’t you?”
“Just got disoriented. The painkillers make me loopy.”
Delilah’s hard stance softens. “I shouldn’t have grabbed you without checking to see if you were awake. Daddy always said it was dangerous to jar people out of a nightmare.”
“It wasn’t a nightmare.” The lie comes out snappish. Probably because I’m lying. But damn if I want to see that pity in her eyes. “Although I agree, you shouldn’t go around grabbing people while they’re sleeping. Kind of rude, regardless.” God, shut up, Macon. You’re the rude ass. But I can’t seem to help myself around this girl.
Her nose wrinkles. “I guess that bug up your butt is a permanent condition.”
“Bringing up my butt again.” I force a smile. “You think about it a lot, do you?”
Her answering smile is all sharp edges and bite. “I think about kicking it nearly every time we’re in the same room together.”
A laugh breaks free, pushing at my aching ribs. “That I can believe. Here, let me help you.” Without thinking, I bend forward to help her and immediately regret the action when a shard of pain punches into my side. She hears me hiss and sees the way I shoot back into my seat.
“Macon, when are you going to admit you’re in pain?” She rises to help.
A shudder runs down my back. The thought of her touching me in pity turns my skin cold. “Don’t,” I snap. My mind yells that I’m making things worse, but my mouth can’t keep closed. “Don’t touch me.”
She halts, her hand still stretched toward me. She has slim fingers, short-trimmed nails with numerous scars and calluses marring her skin. Chef’s hands. Her capable, abused fingers curl into a fist. “Don’t touch you?” she repeats dully, but the hurt and outrage is still there. “Seriously?”
Heat swarms around my neck. I don’t know how to explain to her why I cannot have her touching me right now. “I don’t need help.”
For a second, she stares. Shame washes over me. I haven’t felt that particular emotion in so long I’m choking on it.
This is what she does; she exposes me—lays bare all the parts I want to hide, need to hide.
Hot in the face, I try to back up. My wheels run over the fallen tray with a crunch. “Shit.”
“Here, let me—” She reaches up, but I back away.
And hit the corner of the desk with my bad side. “Shit!”
Delilah stands and attempts to help. “You’re going the wrong way.”
“I’m not . . .”
Suddenly we’re stuck in this farce of a dance, me smashing at the controls of my chair and whacking into everything, Delilah hopping around so she won’t get her toes crushed while yelling at me to let her help.
“I’ve got it,” I snap. “If you’d just back off.”
Her cheeks flush dark red. “You’re zooming around like an angry bee! Calm down.”
“Don’t tell me to—” The lamp falls off the desk with a crash. “God damn it,” I finally shout. “Leave it be, Delilah!”
The force behind my order lashes out with the efficiency of a whip, and Delilah flinches. It’s enough to make us both pause. Breath coming out in hard pants, I stare at her for one awful second. Her eyes are round, lips parted with her agitated breathing. Then a glint, a rage I’m familiar with but haven’t seen in ten years, forms.