Total pages in book: 49
Estimated words: 47339 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 237(@200wpm)___ 189(@250wpm)___ 158(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 47339 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 237(@200wpm)___ 189(@250wpm)___ 158(@300wpm)
“It’s the best news I’ve heard since you said you wanted to, well…,” he says. His eyes move down to the view of our bodies pressed up against one another. Me fully naked, and him as close to it as he could get with his clothes still technically ‘on.’
“Is that it, though?” he asks, still smiling but looking as if I’ve primed him for some bad news that he’s still waiting for.
“That’s it – me in one word. Virgin,” I say. “Oh, and maybe fat,” I add out of habit, and if I’m honest, being naked with Foxx lets me see first-hand just how different our bodies are.
Age and gender aside, he’s tall and built like an Adonis. I’m short and… well… the other thing. But Fox doesn’t seem to like hearing that, and he tells me so in no uncertain terms.
“I don’t want you to say that about yourself, Mandy. Okay?” he tells me sternly.
Stern like a best friend would. Like a lover would, I guess, someone who was rooting for you and didn’t like to see you put yourself down.
“But it’s true, though,” I answer hotly, sounding angry when I’m not really mad at Foxx at all.
I'm just mad at myself for being me and not being able to cut myself a break. Even on the greatest day of my life so far, I’m still finding a way to put myself down.
Foxx lifts himself off me but keeps his hands where he likes them on me and smiles at me.
“Hey. Don’t be so hard on yourself, is all I mean. I’m not angry or disappointed, Mandy,” he says with clear eyes, telling me the truth. “I’m the happiest doctor in the world right now and the luckiest guy. I was sure you were gonna tell me that you didn’t want anything serious…” he trails off.
He’s chewing at his lip, which I’ve never seen him do. Like he’s actually nervous or something.
“What do you mean?” I ask him, resting my hand on his arm.
“I mean, Mandy… That I want you like nothing and nobody else. Yeah, we just met, but surely you can feel this thing between us?” he asks.
My own eyes move down, sneaking a peek at his ‘thing’ between us, which seems harder than ever right now if that’s even humanly possible.
But I do know what he means, and I’m quick to tell him.
“I thought I was just being stupid. Like daydreaming or having a fantasy. Like having a crush on a man I could never imagine wanting me, let alone….”
And there it is.
I have the most perfect man alive in my arms with a lighthouse-sized erection, telling me he’s so happy he’s found me.
So why am I like this? Why am I so hung up on just being me?
On being a virgin?
Foxx seems to read my thoughts, and he strokes some hair back from my face, tucking it behind my ear, which makes him smile again.
“We can go as fast or slow as you want, Mandy. I mean that,” he says in his deep doctor voice.
“I know, and I really want to,” I confess easily. My eyes shift to gaze at his swollen member for the hundredth time.
But it’s just everything, I guess.
I’m feeling overwhelmed from the accident and running out on Mrs. Peters.
Then the very next day, it feels like I’m a sleeping princess who’s woken up. And Prince Charming is here, and all this is real.
And I know from the look in his eyes and the way he says it, the way he’s touching me, that he wants me for his own.
“I guess I’m just in a bit of shock still. Over everything,” I tell him.
Shocked at how close and how big your thing is right now… Jesus, I’m gonna need some practice to get that thing inside me.
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
Foxx
A virgin!
Holy smokes, I thought I’d struck gold just meeting Mandy.
I was over the moon when she spoke to me, and we had this connection sparking.
I can’t help feeling it’s kinda my fault she ran off and got hurt. I’m not upset that she’s a virgin.
Silly girl, how could she even….?
I guess I’ll show her how things are done right when the time comes. Which I also hope isn’t anytime soon.
I’m a doctor. I should know. It is true that long-term erections, even more than just a few hours, can be dangerous and need a hospital. Not a place I wanna be taking my hard-on right now.
I know exactly where it belongs.
Plus, she’s right here beside me, where she belongs.
And all in the span of one day. Just imagine an entire lifetime of this ahead of us. That is what she truly wants, though, isn’t it?
“I know it’s a lot to happen all at once,” I tell her, showing her I understand because I do.
“But just tell me this is what you want, tell me that you’ll be mine, tell me you want –.”