Total pages in book: 27
Estimated words: 25316 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 127(@200wpm)___ 101(@250wpm)___ 84(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 25316 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 127(@200wpm)___ 101(@250wpm)___ 84(@300wpm)
But I don’t want to stop this.
Ever since I laid eyes on Jack, he’s been so heavily in my mind. I want to spend more and more time with him. I want him to be my boyfriend. I want him to be my lover. I want him to be so much more than that.
When his lips meet mine, it’s simply electric. The blood rushing through my veins, the sheer intensity of everything going through me, this feels right. So fucking right. None of those reasons seem to matter, just pure, pounding lust as his tender kiss grows more erotic, more hot, his tongue invading my mouth and twisting with my own.
I want him. I need him.
And I will have him.
4
LILY
He hesitates. He pulls back. “I’m sorry,” he says, breathlessly.
“Don’t be.”
“I shouldn’t have done that. I should have asked first.”
“I’m giving you permission now,” I say. “I’ve wanted this every bit as much as you do, Jack.”
His hand shakes as he pushes my hair out of my eyes. “It feels so wrong.”
It is. He’s my boss. He’s engaged.
But despite all those hurdles between us, we both undeniably want this, and we both want it bad. We cleared those hurdles easily, running right into one another’s arms.
Because even with all that bullshit that’s there, at the end of the day, he’s a man, I’m a woman, and our desire for one another is so incredibly strong.
We kiss again. It’s every bit as amazing and electric as the first time. His hands stroke my cheek, gooseflesh erupting in his path, He pushes my jacket off my shoulders. It’s a beauitful night, and I’m already getting quite sweaty. I hurriedly unbutton my top, Jack taking advantage of the newly exposed flesh in front of him. He’s doing much the same, finally revealing everything I’d been curious about these past few days.
A strong, manly chest. Not a forest of hair, but plenty for me to ogle at and enjoy a great deal. I let my fingers explore his form, feeling the warmth at the sensations that those hairs tickle me with. Our shirts fall down to the ground, crafting a makeshift bed for the two of us, that I’m sure the rest of our clothes will soon expand.
He leans in with a kiss, the heat of his breath tickling my ear. “I’ve lusted after you ever since I rode up to you when you got here. Every detail I’ve learned in the past week has only made that desire all the stronger.”
“I really could just say the same,” I giggle.
“I love that too. I mean it. Catching glimpses of that denim gripping your ass, the adorable way you laugh, the way your hair sways beautifully as you move, it’s taken all my willpower not to go right for you, darlin’.”
His hands slide down my back, the feeling of his flesh against mine so damn intense. He cups my ass, and I’m hurriedly undoing my belt, ready to kick those jeans off my legs and let him have full and wide access to my entire naked form.
I’ve never done this—given myself to a man… but with him, I’m not nervous. I’m eager. I feel ripe and ready. I want him to take control and have all of me.
His kisses depart my lips only to go down to my neck, my chest, tickling my breasts through my bra. He nuzzles them, and again, I’m so eager to be naked for him I unhook it, and let it fall away, my tits falling open to be tickled by the brisk night air that surrounds us. Firm, strong fingers against my nipples, the fire of his touch spreading through me.
I want all of him too. His hard body, his nice, firm ass. I tug at his belt, hurriedly pulling it through the loops as I yank it off him and start pulling down those jeans. For a time, it’s just all one big frenzy of disrobing one another, adding to the pile.
Soon we’re bare as the day we were born, his lips on mine again, the kisses going down my body. I swallow, anxiously, not really sure what to do beyond what I’ve seen in... let’s just call them educational videos.
The vibes I’m giving off don’t go wholly unnoticed. Jack looks me up and down, a smile on his face as he appreciates what he sees. “Have you ever done this before, Lily?”
“Well, um... uh, I was waiting for the right guy to be with. I’ve never even had a real boyfriend before.” Okay, I had one in second grade, but I’m not sure that even counts because he still thought I had cooties. “Never even been kissed.”
Jack pauses and sighs. “We can’t do this,” he says, sitting up beside me.
“Why? Why not?”
“This can’t be your first time. It isn’t right.”