Total pages in book: 62
Estimated words: 58442 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 292(@200wpm)___ 234(@250wpm)___ 195(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 58442 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 292(@200wpm)___ 234(@250wpm)___ 195(@300wpm)
Christian sucked him hard and fast, making him come within minutes. While he lay there sucking in air, Christian undressed and grabbed the lube. Shea watched him as he opened the lube and poured some in his hand. He smoothed it over himself as he put the bottle on the nightstand. Christian slowly stroked himself, while standing next to the bed, looking down at Shea through heavy lidded eyes.
“I’m giving you one last chance here, Shea. If you don’t want this, say so now,” Christian murmured quietly.
Shea shook his head. “I want it. I want you…all of you, always.”
Christian closed his eyes and swallowed hard as he nodded. He then climbed onto the mattress and between Shea’s legs. Shea’s heart was ready to pound out of his chest. He was actually seriously afraid of the pain, but he was doing his best to hide it. What if it hurt so badly that he couldn’t take it? Would Christian leave him because of that? God, he hoped not.
Christian leaned over him, planting one hand next to his head. “I’m going to use my fingers first to open you up a bit,” he whispered.
Shea’s gut clenched and all he could do was nod. He has never had anything up his ass before, not even a doctor’s finger. Christian spread his legs farther apart and lifted one up higher. Shea just let him do what he wanted, this was all for him. He closed his eyes and took a couple of deep breaths. Next, he felt Christian’s lubed finger run around his hole before he slowly pushed inside. Shea sucked in a sharp breath and grabbed the edge of the mattress behind his head.
“You okay?” Christian asked quietly as he started to move his finger in and out.
“It’s weird,” Shea gasped.
Christian chuckled low, stirring some of Shea’s desire back to life. The longer Christian pumped his finger the better it started to feel. He even added a second finger into the mix, and to Shea’s surprise, it wasn’t all that bad. Christian twisted his fingers and touched something inside that had Shea almost bowing off the bed in pleasure.
“Holy fuck! What was that?” Shea choked.
“Your prostate.” He snickered.
“That was crazy.” Shea breathed.
“I think you’re ready for more,” Christian growled and removed his fingers.
Christian bent and captured Shea’s lips. As they kissed, Christian positioned his cock where his fingers had just been. Shea’s heart leapt into his throat. Oh god, oh god, oh god… Christian pressed forward, pushing past the tight muscles trying to keep him out. Christian dragged his mouth over to Shea’s ear.
“Breathe, baby,” he whispered.
Shea hadn’t even realized he was holding his breath until he said that. Shea let out a breath and Christian pushed in farther. The sensation of being filled was almost too much to bear. Shea squeezed his eyes closed and bared his teeth, fighting off the urge to tell Christian to stop. He had to do this. He needed Christian to understand how much he loved him.
Christian finally pressed all the way in, pulling a strangled cry from Shea. It was an odd feeling, not painful really, just full. Christian lifted his face to look down at him. His hands cupped the sides of Shea’s head as he leaned down to kiss him softly on the lips. Their eyes locked as Christian started to move, pulling back slowly before pushing forward a bit faster than the first time. Shea gasped as pleasure burst through him. He clutched the back of Christian’s shoulders as he picked up the pace.
Shea had no idea that it could feel this good. It was nothing he had ever experienced before and it blew his mind. His eyes fluttered closed and his mouth parted as a moan escaped him. He dug his head back into the pillow and arched his body into Christian, who moaned, also.
Christian reared up, using one hand to support himself. His other hand wrapped around Shea’s shaft and started pumping. Shea was surprised to find that he was hard again, and now with Christian stroking him along with fucking him, he thought he was going to shatter into a million pieces in ecstasy.
“Christian! Oh Jesus! Don’t stop!” Shea cried, clawing at the mattress.
Christian had to grab Shea’s hip when he bowed up off the bed as he exploded. He came so hard that he swore he blacked out for a moment. He could feel himself pulsing around Christian’s cock. Christian let out a guttural shout as he came, thrusting hard into Shea and staying there while he emptied himself into him. Shea couldn’t move, he was utterly drained and could not move a fucking muscle. Christian pulled out causing Shea to whimper at the loss. Christian’s hand smoothed over his short hair and he could feel his breath on his lips, so he knew Christian was close by.