Total pages in book: 140
Estimated words: 135652 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 678(@200wpm)___ 543(@250wpm)___ 452(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 135652 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 678(@200wpm)___ 543(@250wpm)___ 452(@300wpm)
“Fine,” he bites out finally seeing reason. “We’ll stop for food.”
******
Ah, sweet bladder releasing bliss. That feels good. It also has to be the longest one I’ve ever had in my life.
After washing my hands I head back out to the food court and look around for my brother in law. I don’t see him immediately, mostly because I don’t think to check the salad bar where nobody usually frequents, my first thought is to check the fast food joints.
Sigh. Another salad. I need red meat and junk and burgers. This is the only time in my life where I can eat what I want (within reason) and not feel guilty about it.
“Hey,” I announce my presence and watch him fill two salad tubs. The selection isn’t so bad, they have boiled eggs and slices of nice looking ham and a decent selection of dressings. “So, how long until we arrive?”
“Just under two hours after we leave here and that’s if the traffic’s good,” he says, being careful to watch what he’s doing.
“Which one’s mine?”
He nods at the top one. Brilliant. I add a whole lot of ham to it and three boiled eggs.
“Eggs aren’t something you’ll be eating in my company, neither are processed meats, this ham has about as much real meat in it as this lettuce does,” why does he have to argue with everything?
“I want the eggs and I want the ham,” I’m putting my foot down. “It’s my body.”
“And it’s my brother’s baby…”
“It’s my baby too,” I hiss, being mindful of the people nearby. “And your brother let me eat whatever and whenever I wanted. If I craved something we didn’t have he’d go out in the middle of the night just to get it for me and he didn’t care if I had fallen asleep by the time he got back. Which happened more often than not.”
“You’re not having the ham.”
Should I cry? I feel like I should cry to make him feel bad.
I don’t, if I start crying again I won’t stop.
“Fine, but just a bowl full of lettuce isn’t going to fill me up.”
“It’ll be fine until we get home,” he bites out and slams the lids shut on the salads. “Now, hurry up. I don’t have all day.”
I shake my head, my stomach disappointed that it’s being treated like a rabbit. Making my way to the newsagents I pick out a couple of magazines, shocked when Nathan doesn’t protest and even buys them for me. I guess he’s not all bad.
“Thank you,” I say softly, keeping my head down and walking along beside him.
“You’re welcome,” he responds, his voice also soft. It doesn’t match his handsome yet stern face. “Quickly.”
And the soft voice has left the building.
“When we get back I’m afraid I’ll have to leave you for an uncertain amount of time,” he explains and with a hand to my elbow and another to my back he helps me into his car. He barely pays attention to his gentlemanly ways, I’m wondering if he even notices he’s doing it.
“Do you mean like an uncertain amount of hours, days or weeks?”
He doesn’t answer until he’s in the driver’s seat. “Days.”
“Can I ask why?”
“No.” He states. “I like my privacy.”
“Oki doki,” I clear my throat and take the salad pot eagerly. Even though this is closer to rabbit food than it is to human food I eat as much as I can manage, which is the whole pot. “What’s going to happen to my car?”
“I’ll have someone collect it and store it. It’s too low for you to be driving in your condition and I’m shocked my brother would allow you to do so.” His hands tighten on the wheel, I see now he’s wearing black leather gloves. I don’t remember him wearing these earlier but if memory recalls, he was wearing them whilst dishing out the salad.
“He didn’t have a choice.”
“May I ask what happened to his trust fund?”
I shrug, “Your parents took it all from him when he moved.”
His mood seems to darken further. “He’s an idiot.”
“Hey,” I cry. “Don’t call him that.”
“Well he was and always has been.” His hands squeeze the wheel making his gloves squeak against the rubber. “His life choices were selfish and preposterous at best.”
I shake my head, wanting to ignore him for insulting my Caleb.
After a long sigh he glances at me, “Don’t get worked up, Caleb would have just laughed at my seemingly harsh words. I mean them in jest more than I mean them in distaste.”
“But you do mean them in distaste. You shouldn’t speak ill of the… the…”
“Dead,” he finishes for me when he sees that I can’t finish it myself. “Calm yourself, if I know Caleb he’d hate to know how much stress you’re feeling.” Why does he seem to say this like the words taste sour? “It’s not good for the child.”