Total pages in book: 85
Estimated words: 81518 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 408(@200wpm)___ 326(@250wpm)___ 272(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 81518 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 408(@200wpm)___ 326(@250wpm)___ 272(@300wpm)
But I don’t want to!
I wasn’t modest by nature, but for chrissakes, a guy was allowed to have some dignity.
When something thudded to the floor, I noticed Reese had stopped flogging me. Heat rose to the surface of my skin and turned my abused flesh into a sea of lava. It was fucking inebriating. As if my skin was alive, the pain pulsed and shifted from one spot to another, and it set off tremor after tremor.
I dropped my head and swam in the stream of this…this…
I couldn’t form thoughts anymore. Or maybe…because when Reese appeared in front of me and fidgeted with the loose rope that kept the burlap sack in place around my neck, my heart skipped a beat, and my pulse thrummed faster. I heard him get down on one knee, or maybe both, but he let out this low grunt only men over forty could produce.
“It’s time to let go, little one.” Reese’s murmur gave me a shiver and brought forth too many emotions, right when I thought I’d calmed down. In my defense, I hadn’t heard his voice in hours. “It’s not healthy to hold it in for very long. Don’t disappoint us.”
I sucked in a shuddering breath as he rolled up the burlap sack past my chin, mouth, and nose. Then he twisted the sack behind my head and reattached it, this time more like a blindfold. The fresh air made it so much easier to breathe!
“Th-thank you, Daddy,” I stuttered in a rush. It felt so good to breathe without the bag in the way.
He hummed and gripped my chin. “You can thank Daddy by sucking him off.”
I wanted to. I wanted it so much.
The second he pressed the warm head of his cock against my lips, I opened wide and felt my mouth water.
“One more thing, Shay,” he said in his comforting Daddy tone. “Don’t be a useless puppet about this. Obey your Owners and humiliate yourself for our amusement.”
With those words, Reese filled my mouth with cock and my brain with a combination of shame and an insane need to be perfect for him. Desire blazed through me as they used my body. River fucked me harder. Reese forced his cock down my throat. Part of me couldn’t believe how River had manipulated me into getting hard. The shame made it worse. Or better. I wasn’t sure anymore. My mind was officially fried, and I sank into a dark, addictive pit where I could be a worthless mutt and roll around in the filth.
I didn’t belong to myself anymore.
Control was so far gone that I’d forgotten what it felt like.
Behind closed eyelids, I watched all my barriers crumble to concrete chunks.
I let go.
I pushed. I hurt. I sobbed and choked around Reese’s cock. I let it all go.
Useless puppy.
Humiliate yourself.
Under the downpour of hot water, tears, saliva, and sweat became invisible. My mental block was gone. I just pushed through the physical pressure and cried my way past the pain…until I was fucking soaring.
I was their dirty mess, and I loved it. I loved everything. I loved their grunts, growls, and lustful groans. I loved how they used me. How they pushed me down, how they controlled me, how they owned me. In that dark void, I found freedom. I started fucking it. I acted like a goddamn animal. I ground into River’s fist, I fucked it, I chased the pleasure. All the pain had faded. My fucking God, I was flying.
Reese withdrew his cock from my mouth and came on my face.
Hot ropes of come splattered my cheeks and stained my lips.
I moaned uncontrollably and tasted every drop I could reach before it was washed down the drain.
Then I was coming too.
I wept like a freaking baby, full-on snot-sobbing, and it felt so good. River held me up. He smeared my come all over my cock. Reese cradled my face and called me a perfect little fuckhole for Daddy to abuse, and I was. I wanted to be. I wanted them to use me all the time.
Eventually, I collapsed on the floor and curled into a fetal position.
They’d fucked with my head to the point where everything hurt as much as I drew pleasure from it. The water was hot and my back was on fucking fire, and yet I shivered as if I’d been placed in a freezer. I felt mentally energized at the same time as I was so tired that I knew for certain I could fall asleep right here and sleep forever. I was hot, cold, crying, snifflegiggling, weighed down, lighter than a feather… I felt everything and nothing.
It was amazing.
Indescribable.
I licked my lips and drank the droplets I could reach.
I still tasted some of Daddy’s semen too.
“What’re you laughing at, lil pup?” River’s voice had lost its sadistic steeliness. Thank goodness. I couldn’t handle any more of his games right now. What I could handle was his hands on me. There was soap too. Or body wash.