Total pages in book: 125
Estimated words: 122030 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 610(@200wpm)___ 488(@250wpm)___ 407(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 122030 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 610(@200wpm)___ 488(@250wpm)___ 407(@300wpm)
Ryet pulls his mouth away from my neck and when I glance over at him, he’s so drunk on my blood, he can barely open his eyes. He’s weaving too, like he’s about to fall over. But then he blinks, and shakes his head, and stands up, urging me to sit in Paul’s lap while he stands behind me. Pushing his hard cock into my back.
Then Paul takes my hand and wraps it around his cock, helping me stroke him as he looks at me with those same half-closed eyes of lust.
I sit up a little and Ryet’s mouth is on my ear. He’s kissing it and encouraging me with light touches and low whispers. I push my hips forward, getting closer to Paul. He opens his mouth and for the first time since I saw him in his true monster form back in that forest dreamwalk, he shows me his fangs. They are stained with blood. His whole mouth is stained with blood. And I want to be repulsed. I really, really do.
But I’m not.
And then I’m kissing him. Licking the blood off him and shoving his cock inside me. Ryet is pushing down on my back, right between my shoulder blades, and then he’s pressing his cock between my legs, thrusting back and forth—not inside me, just sliding his long, hard shaft against my skin—and then—
I sit up up in bed, sweaty and naked, the sheets damp around my body. I look over and find Ryet sleeping next to me. And then I glance at the clock and find the numbers 11:11 staring back at me.
I blink. And then it says 11:12.
What the fuck just happened? My brow furrows as I try to conjure up the past several hours. I remember Ryet pushing my legs open and dropping his mouth between them. I remember enjoying that. And this makes me smile and relax a little. But then—I think he bit me. Or did I offer?
Did he get sick again?
I don’t remember. But when I press my fingertips to my neck, checking for bite marks, there is nothing there. No dried blood or even soreness. And even in the dim moonlight filtering past the sheer curtains, I can tell that there are no marks on my wrists either.
My sigh of frustration comes out without warning as I fall back into my pillow. Ryet is disturbed and rolls over, his arm hooking around my middle, absently pulling me towards him.
I let this happen.
Shit. I’ve let all this happen. And just a few weeks ago I was sitting next to my dying grandma insisting that there was no way the vampire Paul could promise me anything.
But look at me now. In bed with my hunter, dreaming about feeding off his master.
Feeding, Syrsee? Girl, you were dreaming about fucking him.
I was. I can’t deny it. I mean, I will deny it if anyone calls me out. But there is no point in lying to myself.
Another sigh escapes me. And again, Ryet is disturbed. Like he can feel my uneasiness. But his only response is to pull me tighter. To bring me closer. To let me know it’s all OK.
I let him do this. I snuggle up against him, my face pressed into his chest as he turns on his side, wraps his arms fully around me like a cocoon of safety, and kisses my head with a sigh.
My eyes close and the disturbing dream drifts away and a new one appears in its place.
Me and this man. A life together. Feeding him, and fucking him, and letting him love me for it.
It’s sick.
The whole thing is sick.
And there is a part of me that is truly repulsed. Ryet is not a monster like Paul. And if I hadn’t seen Paul as his true self, Ryet would just be some kind of special human. Maybe that’s all he is. But that image of Paul in the forest—the leathery black wings, the fangs and claws, the face—this makes me want to turn away. To run fast and hard. To leave this entire nightmare behind and just find a normal life. A husband who has a job that isn’t hunting down Black witches. A little house in the fucking suburbs. Two cars, two kids. The credit cards, and the after-school sports, and the gossiping girlfriends.
But there’s another part of me too. The dark part. The part that includes Black blood, and bloody sex, and the knowledge that monsters are real. This part that craves his touch, and his sickness, and wants to save him, and love him, and sleep next to him forever and ever.
This is the part of me that Grandma warned me about. This is the promise Paul is making even though he hasn’t said a word and everything I’ve done up to now has all been my choice.