Total pages in book: 74
Estimated words: 71651 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 358(@200wpm)___ 287(@250wpm)___ 239(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 71651 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 358(@200wpm)___ 287(@250wpm)___ 239(@300wpm)
“I’m right here with you,” I uttered in a low tone, reaching my free hand to stroke along his neglected cock as I shoved into him.
“Oh, God,” he said, feeling the twin sensation of my hand wrapped around his cock while I fucked him. “Ori, I can’t hold back—going to make me come—”
“I know,” I growled, staring, unrelenting, right into his eyes. They flashed wide, just for a moment, and I felt his cock pulse in my hand.
“Fuck,” he breathed, and as I quickened my thrusts inside him I felt his whole body tense up all at once. “Like that. Please—”
“Come for me,” I said, fucking him harder than before. “You’re all mine.”
I knew he was going to lose control and the way his ass tightened around me was enough to send me right up to that edge, too.
“God fucking damn it, I’ve always been yours,” he uttered, almost totally breathless. “Fuck—”
I pushed deep into him and stroked his cock firmly as he started to come, shooting white so far up that some even got onto my chest.
His words from earlier flashed through my mind like a beacon.
He loved me.
Finn really loved me, after it all.
And for the first time ever, I really did feel like I belonged right here. Not a fucking shred of doubt in my mind.
“You are the best thing that’s ever happened to me,” Finn whispered right as I was at the edge. I lost control, feeling heat bloom in my groin before it hit me like a tidal wave. I came, filling the condom inside him, pushing in deep as I collapsed over the front of him.
I was breathing so close to him and he leaned upward, catching me in a kiss right after I came.
I still felt like I was up above the atmosphere, floating somewhere above.
His lips brought me back to Earth. He kissed me more slowly and deeply than he ever had before.
Kissing me like he was sure of it.
God damn it, what the hell was I supposed to do with that feeling? With how good it felt?
I was still breathing heavy as I broke off from him. I was in a daze as I pulled out and discarded the condom.
I still wasn’t ready for any of it to be over. I didn’t want to break from this moment, to come too far back into reality and remember how things had been before.
I wanted to stay here. With him. With us, together like this. I lay back onto the bed beside him, looking up at the wood ceiling.
From my peripheral vision, I saw him lazily reach an arm over to his nightstand, grabbing a wad of clean tissues, he wiped my chest and stomach, cleaning up the streak he’d left on me before cleaning himself off, too.
We lay there in silence for a moment, breathing deep, the sides of our bodies pressed up against each other, our skin still hot.
“Next time I want to take it on my hands and knees,” he suddenly said, breaking the silence.
I couldn’t help but let out a soft laugh, dazed.
“Here I was, worried you were having regrets, right about now,” I said, noticing a little drawl coming out in my own voice. “But you’re just thinking about how you want it again?”
He turned his head toward me on the pillow, and when I met his eyes, they were bright.
“I bet you could get so fucking deep if I was on my knees,” he murmured. “Can you imagine?”
I hummed. “Yeah, I can imagine, and I could come to the thought of that if I hadn’t just done it inside you.”
“Wow,” he murmured, pulling in a breath. “Thank you.”
I kept waiting for the moment when things would start to feel weird or tense, but it didn’t come.
I was falling asleep before I could second-guess sleeping in his bed. After a moment I blinked my eyes open, realizing I’d nodded off.
I hummed, shifting in bed. Finn reached over to turn out the light on his table, and glorious darkness surrounded us. He moved and I felt the soft weight of the blanket come down over us.
My heart soared.
Being with him was too good. He was too good. Nothing could have felt better right now.
Don’t make me want to stay here.
I shouldn’t want this. Shouldn’t want to belong in Bestens, even if I do.
His arm was around me a moment later. He pulled me in close, pressing a kiss to the side of my head.
“Finn,” I murmured, barely able to form words.
“Yeah?”
“I love you, too, you know.”
My words hung in the air.
It felt enormous, but also as simple as anything.
Truer than anything I’d ever said.
I felt him sigh against me. “I love you more than I even knew, Ori.”
I couldn’t stop myself from dozing off next to him. I slept more deeply than I had in a long time, dreamlessly and peacefully.