Total pages in book: 39
Estimated words: 36052 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 180(@200wpm)___ 144(@250wpm)___ 120(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 36052 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 180(@200wpm)___ 144(@250wpm)___ 120(@300wpm)
“Don’t see anything so Goddamned funny,” Bear mumbled from beneath me. He sounded put out and adorably cranky, but I refrained from saying so. Also, the way he rubbed my back and brushed his chin over my head, his beard catching in my hair, put me at ease. Like he was soothing me through the gruff way he spoke. I took that as my permission to go ahead and chuckle.
“I’m sorry,” I said as I let out some of the emotions I’d been carrying around. “Honest. I’m not laughing at you.”
“That so? Then who you laughin’ at?”
I sighed, stretching again. His cock was now at full attention, rubbing along my clit with every movement I made. Trying to ignore it was beyond difficult. “Not laughing at anyone. Just… laughing.”
He grunted again. This time, he moved one hand to rub my back in soothing circles while he held me. “At least you ain’t cryin’. Don’t like that.”
That settled the laughter, but not in a bad way. It just brought everything into perspective. “I’m still not certain this is going to work, Bear.”
“What? You and me?”
“Yeah. I don’t know you. You don’t know me. I’m essentially a spy. Your club’s not going to be OK with this. Especially once your tech guy gets into that phone.”
“That was before. I laid it all out for Rocket and Lemon. Lemon is solidly in your corner. Rocket is reserving judgment because he believes you came clean because of that phone.”
I sighed. “I mean, he’s not wrong. Not entirely. Though, the phone wasn’t the only reason.”
“Honey, you asked for your phone once. Right before you told me what was going on. And I’m pretty sure it was a half-hearted attempt at best.”
“Well, you weren’t letting me go. I knew that.”
Bear continued to make lazy strokes up and down my back with his big hand. It was so soothing. Comforting in a way I’d rarely known in my life. Was I so starved for affection that even a man I didn’t know could make me putty in his hands simply by being nice to me?
No. It was more than that. He’d rescued me without question and stayed with me after, even knowing there was something not right.
I took a breath and pushed myself up so that I could look down at Bear. His cock pulsed and I couldn’t suppress the gasp of surprise and pleasure. His cock moved against my clit every time it throbbed.
“You want my kiss?” God, could a man’s voice sound any sexier? There was a deep rumble in his chest that vibrated my insides in the most erotic way.
“I shouldn’t.”
He grinned. “Probably not. Gonna take it anyway?”
“Like I could resist.” The second the words were out of my mouth, his lips found mine. I couldn’t help it. I surrendered to Bear, knowing there was no way to keep my heart out of this, no matter how much I needed to.
His lips were warm and hard, demanding and consuming. His hands went from soothing me to gripping my ass, lifting me against him. I gasped into his mouth as he angled his hips so that his cock was aligned perfectly with my pussy. He scraped over my clit through our clothing sending electric fire straight through me. His size… simply to God couldn’t be right. Bear was a massive man, but surely he wasn’t as big as he felt. If so, he was massive in all respects. Bigger than anything I’d ever taken before. I shuddered at the thought of him inside me, stretching me until I was useless when he was done. Because I knew in my heart he’d make me enjoy it. And I’d never want another man other than Bear as long as I lived.
I must have stiffened at the thought because Bear pulled back and looked at me then. “We can stop any time you want. I want this, Liv, but not at the expense of your trust.”
I nodded several times. I didn’t know what to do. “I want you to, but…”
“You’re scared?”
Tears came again even as I leaned in and kissed him again. The feel of his lips was a soothing balm to my every worry and fear. To lose myself in this man, even for a little while, would be the best bliss…
I cupped his face, his beard slightly coarse against my palm. He was so unlike men I knew. My sexual experience was limited, but I’d always been with refined men. Men my father approved of. My father would never approve of Bear. That thought spurred me on.
“Only what happens, you know. After.”
“After? After I fuck you into oblivion?” That gruff, rusty voice of his sent shivers through me, and my nipples peaked, my pussy wept. “After that, you really will be mine. No going back for either of us.”