Total pages in book: 84
Estimated words: 81718 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 409(@200wpm)___ 327(@250wpm)___ 272(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 81718 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 409(@200wpm)___ 327(@250wpm)___ 272(@300wpm)
I love you.
I want to scream the words to her and to anyone who will listen. Instead, I swallow back the words and try to stay focused. “I don’t have any condoms.” This is the last thing I expected tonight. I should be prepared, but I know what she’s been through, and I wasn’t going to rush her.
“We don’t need them.”
“What?”
“I mean, if you don’t want. I’m in the clear. Obviously, I was tested and, well, you know my history.”
“I’m negative too. I was tested at my annual checkup. That was three months before I met you. There’s been no one since even before that. But, baby, this is a big deal. Don’t make this choice because you think it’s what I want. We can wait. There’s no rush,” I say again. I need to know she understands.
“I’m in a rush, Forrest. I want this. I want you. I want to choose this time, and I choose you. I trust you, and I’m on birth control. I wasn’t before because I wasn’t sexually active, but I never wanted to make that mistake again should— So, yeah, I’m on birth control. I want this to be on my terms with a man I choose.”
“Take what you need.”
“What?”
“You’re on top. You are in control. You take as little or as much as you need. You hold all the power here, baby.”
“But I don’t know what to do.”
“You do what feels right. It’s as simple as that. There is no right or wrong answer here.”
“Will you help me?”
“Straddle my hips.”
She does as I ask.
“When you’re ready, rise up on your knees, fist my cock and slide down.”
Briar is an excellent student. She does exactly as I say, and we both hiss out a breath when she guides me inside her.
“Oh,” she moans.
I send up a silent prayer that I can hold off on my release until she gets hers. My hands are fisted, gripping the sheets as she slides lower. This time she doesn’t stop until she’s taken all of me.
“Wow,” she whispers. “What now?”
“Now, you move. Rock back and forth, lift your hips up and down, rise on your knees. Just try it all. See what feels good to you.” She rocks her hips, and her pussy pulses around my cock. She’s so damn tight, and hot, and wet. It’s unlike anything I’ve ever felt before.
“Never been bareback,” I tell her.
“Really? I’m your first?”
“My only.” I let the words hang between us. Her quick intake of breath indicates that she heard me.
“Am I doing okay?” she asks as she starts to find her rhythm.
“You’re perfect.”
“I really want to kiss you right now.”
“Then come here and kiss me.”
She does as I say, leaning in for a kiss. I raise my hips and slowly move inside her while she does.
“That’s… damn.” She lifts back up and quickly drops back down.
I’m barely hanging on, fighting the urge to take over, but this is her show.
“I need… I don’t know what I need. Help me.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes.”
Rising, I wrap my arms around her and flip us over on the mattress. She squeals with laughter, and her pussy squeezes my cock. “You tell me if this is too much, and we stop. Understand?”
“Please don’t stop.”
“Wrap your legs around me and hold on.”
She does as I say. Once she’s holding on, I pull out and push back in. I listen to the sounds she makes. I focus on the way her nails dig into my back. All my senses are on high alert.
“There,” she moans, and thank fuck, because I’m close.
“Touch yourself for me.”
“What?”
“Your clit, rub it gently, or whatever feels good.”
“This feels good.”
“I know, baby, trust me, I know, but I’m close, and I refuse to come before you do. So I need you to touch yourself for me.”
Without needing further instruction, she slides a hand between us and rubs her clit.
“Oh.”
“There it is,” I say as I feel her pussy start to go crazy. “You’re squeezing me so good,” I tell her.
“It’s—don’t stop. Please. Please. Please,” she chants.
“Not a chance in hell.” I thrust harder. My hips piston in and out of her, and I bite down on my lip, hard, welcoming the pain.
“Forrest!” She calls out my name, and her body convulses around me. Her release washes over her, and her nails dig deep into my skin as she holds on.
I keep thrusting until her body relaxes into the mattress, and then I finally let go, spilling over inside her. Fuck, it’s so different without latex. She’s ruined me. I’ll never want to have something between us ever. I’ve never come so hard in my life, and it’s more than just no condom. It’s the woman.
It’s the fact that she owns every inch of my heart.
Bending, I rest my forehead against her chest, not willing to leave her yet. I already know I’ll miss the warmth of my cock being nestled inside her. I would live inside her if I could.