Total pages in book: 61
Estimated words: 56603 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 283(@200wpm)___ 226(@250wpm)___ 189(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 56603 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 283(@200wpm)___ 226(@250wpm)___ 189(@300wpm)
He was freaking huge. Would that thing even fit in me?
“Yes.”
I sucked in a breath, and my head whipped up. Had he read my mind, or had I accidentally said that out loud?
Ewan didn’t give me a chance to ask before dipping his head down and sealing his mouth over mine. The kiss was slow and easy, an exploration. But I sensed the tension in him and how hard he was fighting to keep control.
Unlike him, I was quickly swallowed up by the desire, the fierce need, building inside me. I slid my hands up his chest and around his neck to delve into his hair. I wanted him to lose his grip, to chase away my doubts by taking over and making me powerless to stop this.
With his thumb and forefinger, Ewan put gentle pressure on my chin, opening my mouth. His tongue slid in and teased mine until we were tangling together, tasting each other.
I almost screamed in frustration when he ripped his mouth away from mine and backed up until we were several feet away from each other. “Why did you stop?” My voice carried an air of desperation, and he flinched, his resolve wavering.
“Don’t think this means I don’t want you,” he rasped. “I want you so fucking bad, all I can think about is getting you naked and running my hands over your luscious curves. I want to bury my face in your pussy and eat until you are screaming my name. I want to shove my cock so deep inside you that you’ll feel it for days. I’m dying to feel your tight pussy milking all the come from my dick until you are so full it spills out of you.”
My heart was beating so hard it seemed as though it might burst out of my chest. I was drenched between my legs, and my nipples were hard as diamonds, poking through my shirt.
Ewan stared at my breasts and licked his lips. Then he glanced at the ceiling and took a handful of deep breaths. His eyes returned to mine, and when he spoke, it was in an even tone that conveyed his determination and inability to be swayed.
“Make no mistake, Kaia. When we are in bed, anytime we fuck or make love, I’m the one in charge.”
Why was that so fucking hot? My borrowed pants were officially ruined.
“But I’m not going to make the decision for you. You’ll have to make the choice so that you have no regrets. Because when I take you to bed, there will be no going back, baby. You will be mine. Hell, you’re already fucking mine, but you’re going to accept it before I own your body.”
He started to take a step forward but stopped at the last second and stayed where he was at. His hands clenched and unclenched at his sides as though he was fighting the instinct to grab me.
“I’ll wait. And when you’re ready, you know where to find me.”
Then he spun on his heel and marched to the door. He paused before leaving and half-turned to look at me. “I won’t take you until you beg me. But don’t think that means I won’t cuff you to the bed and keep you locked up until you do.”
Once he was gone, I let out the breath I hadn’t realized I’d been holding. I flopped back on the bed and stared at the ceiling, my mind racing and my body on fire. What did I want? I wanted all those things that Ewan had described. I wanted to feel him everywhere on my body. Over me, under me, inside me. I covered my eyes with one hand and gripped the comforter with the other.
But I had to think about the rest of it. He’d said I would have to agree to be his. That if I went to him, he would own my body. Was that what I wanted?
I’d never felt this way. Not just the attraction but I’d never felt someone so deep in my soul. The only person I’d ever let in my heart was my sister. It didn’t feel like that anymore. My heart felt fuller.
Was he right? Was I already his?
It was a stupid question, and I knew the answer. I just wasn’t sure if I had the courage to let my heart and body rule my mind. I’d have to let go of logic and rationale. I’d never been impractical or rash because I was too afraid to end up like my parents. And I’d been responsible for Jaelyn. Setting an example for her.
What would happen if I let go? Would I find what I’d been longing for? Or would it destroy me? I’d have to trust that Ewan wouldn’t hurt me because the truth was, he already held that much power over me.