Total pages in book: 114
Estimated words: 139789 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 699(@200wpm)___ 559(@250wpm)___ 466(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 139789 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 699(@200wpm)___ 559(@250wpm)___ 466(@300wpm)
He was silent for a moment then said, "I don't know what to do then."
I pointed to the door.
"I do, you can leave."
Alec shook his head. "I'm not going anywhere."
I swore.
"What the fuck is with you and Kane? When I say leave, I mean fuckin' leave!"
Alec didn't move or respond to me and it infuriated me.
"Are you enjoin' this?" I snapped. "Did you just come by to see if I was crying over you? Does it get you off to know what a sick and twisted piece of dirt you are?"
Alec look dejected but I wasn't falling for his sad puppy dog eyes.
No fucking way.
"I'm here because I needed to see you. I told you... I missed you."
"I don't believe you."
Alec swallowed. "I'm sorry."
All the hurt, anger, and sadness that I had bottled up over the past few days exploded out of me.
"What are you sorry for? Tell me exactly?"
Alec didn't speak he only stared at me.
"I'd imagine you're sorry for shaggin' me auntie and that piece of filth of a boy toy. But you have a lot more to be sorry for than just that and you have a lot more to answer for."
I began to pace back and fourth.
"I know it was set up and not somethin' spontaneous, you planned it when the three of you realized you where all in the same place. I've thought about it since I got back home, and it all makes sense. At the welcome party when Everly looked at you knowingly and Dante said, 'Until tomorrow' that was all because the three of you knew what was goin' to happen. That's why you wanted me to go to that party so bad wasn't it? Did you want to triple check where you would all meet or somethin'?"
Alec looked down and nodded his head. "Yeah, I wasn't sure on the details of the meet so when you were up dancing with Micah I sought out Everly and found out."
I closed my eyes.
"And earlier that day, after the welcome dinner, why did you let it go as far as sex between us when you knew you were goin' to be with them?"
Alec looked up and blinked. "It wasn't just sex with us Keela. I wanted to have you... even if it was just once."
I gasped. "You wanted me body at least once because you knew after I found out what you did I would never want you to touch me again?"
Alec licked his lips and looked back down. "Yes and no."
"What does yes and no mean?" I snapped.
"Yes I wanted to be with you because I knew it would be my only chance, and no because I didn't 'just want your body'... I needed it."
I grimaced in disgust and Alec shook his head.
"I don't mean it how it sounds."
"How do you mean it then?"
Alec shrugged. "I don't know how to word it."
I ground my teeth. "Try."
"I don't know what to say Keela, sorry just comes to mind."
I clenched my hands into fists.
"You're a horrible person, Alec Slater."
"Please Keela, I'm not a bad person, I swear I'm not."
I glared daggers at Alec.
"Your actions tell a different story."
Alec shook his head. "They weren't my willing actions. I had to pop a fucking pill just to get it up... I was revolted before, during, and after the act."
He had to take a tablet?
"I don't understand."
Alec looked up. "Let me explain then."
"No, I don't want to hear it, you have said enough."
Alec's face hardened. "I haven't nearly said enough."
I looked away from him.
"I don't give a fuck what you have to say, just like you didn't give a fuck about me when you fucked other people."
Alec cast his eyes downward.
"Don't you dare act like the victim, don't you fuckin' dare."
Alec looked at me, his eyes were sad. "I'm not Keela, I'm not acting like anything. I'm just sick with myself... I'm so sorry for everything I did to you. I swear on my life that I didn't want it to happen, I really wasn't a willing participant."
My heart started to hurt.
"Then why did it happen Alec? Why the fuck did you stray after only a few days?"
Alec look frightened. "I'm afraid you won't believe me if I tell you the truth."
I shrugged my shoulders. "That's a risk you're goin' to have to take because I'm a minute away from callin' me uncle."
Alec's lip curled in disgust. "This is all because of him."
Excuse me?
"Are you insinuatin' that you cheated on me because of me uncle."
Alec looked me dead in the eye and said, "I'm not insinuating it, I'm stating it. Your uncle made this happen."
I blinked and shook my head not sure if I heard him correctly.
"You're lyin'."
Alec shook his head. "No, I'm not."
"You're lyin'!" I screamed.
Alec rushed at me. "No, I'm not!"
I lifted my hands up in front of my face to block any incoming hits.
No hits came because Alec stopped just short of touching me when he saw my reaction to him. He turned then and punched one of my kitchen presses so hard that his fist went through the wood.
"Omigod!" I screamed and covered my ears.
Alec pulled his fist free from the wood and gripped onto the kitchen counter as he took some long deep breaths.
"It pisses me off that you think I would physically hurt you."
"You hurt me emotionally which was just as bad as takin' a punch... I don't see the difference."
Alec turned to face me, his face tense.
"Are you okay?" he asked.
"I'm just peachy, thanks."
Alec scowled. "Don't be sarcastic."
"If you don't want a sarcastic answer, don't ask a stupid question."
Alec sighed. "You're right that was a stupid question."
No shit Sherlock.
"No more stupid questions, but you're going to listen to me Keela. You can decide on what you want to do after I've explained myself, do you understand me?"
I swallowed and looked at the hole in my kitchen press.
"Okay," I replied.
"Do you remember the welcome dinner and how your uncle wanted to speak to me in the conference room on my own without you present?"