Total pages in book: 114
Estimated words: 139789 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 699(@200wpm)___ 559(@250wpm)___ 466(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 139789 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 699(@200wpm)___ 559(@250wpm)___ 466(@300wpm)
Alec's fingers dug into my hips as he snarled, "Don't."
I looked to Dante as an evil smirk appeared on his face. "Oh, this is interesting... she doesn't know?"
I frowned. "Know what?" I asked Dante.
Alec suddenly moved and pulled me behind him. "I'll kill you."
Dante laughed. "For telling your girl who you really are? Why haven't you told her? Are you ashamed?"
I could feel the anger radiate from Alec.
"I'm not ashamed."
"Then why not tell her?"
"Because I just met her a few days ago and we hit it off really fucking well. It's not something you spring upon a partner."
What the fuck were they talking about?
I moved from behind Alec and got back in front of him. I fisted his t-shirt in my hand and pulled to get his attention.
"What is goin' on? What are you keepin' from me?"
Alec looked nervous, very nervous.
Dante laughed from behind us. "Go ahead Alec tell her, and while you're at it tell her who I am to you."
"Was," Alec snarled.
"Fine, tell her who I was to you."
"Somebody better tell me somethin' because I'm gettin' mad."
Alec looked down to me and sighed. "I'm sorry to do this here, I tried to tell you earlier," he said as he lowered his voice, "Before we had sex but you wouldn't listen."
I swallowed. "You don't have an STD do you?"
We used a condom, but I still had his junk in my mouth without one!
Alec frowned at me while Dante laughed behind me.
"No, I don't."
Thank God.
"Then what do you have to tell me? Who is Dante?"
Alec licked his lips and said, "Dante used to be my partner on jobs."
"How so?"
Alec sighed. "Can we go upstairs and talk?"
"No, I want to talk here."
"Okay, fine," he murmured but took my hand and lead me from the dance floor and to the side of the room.
"Dante and I... we used to be involved."
"I don't understand, how were you involv-"
I cut myself off and widened my eyes when realisation hit me and I took a step back. Alec began to look distressed so he took a step forward and held me close to him.
"Please don't think differently of me. Please Keela."
I was so confused.
"Alec, are you gay?"
"What? No I'm not gay, why would I be with you if I was gay?"
I frowned. "You could be pretendin'."
"Keela, I'm not pretending with you. I swear I'm not."
I nodded my head. "So if you're not gay then what are you?"
Alec looked at me and said, "I'm bisexual."
Oh, God.
He liked the V and the D.
Now all those random sayings from his brothers about him being a bum boy and his job having variety, and his expert knowledge on giving head made sense!
"That's just greedy," I muttered.
Alec stared at me for a moment then laughed, he full on laughed. Hard.
"You have a gift, you can turn the most tense conversation into the funniest."
I lightly smiled. "I'm blessed."
Alec chuckled then kissed my forehead. "You aren't disgusted by me then?"
I gasped. "Disgusted because you like men and women? No, of course not. Is that why you didn't tell me, because you were worried I'd look at you differently?"
Alec shrugged. "When we met you didn't lead with telling me you were straight, so I didn't lead with telling you I'm bisexual. It shouldn't matter."
"It doesn't matter."
Alec smiled. "I'm glad you feel that way... Most people aren't so accepting but I'm going to be criticised for whatever I do, or whoever I do, so why should I give a shit? I am content and happy with who I am. No one else's opinion matters."
He was dead right.
"I don't care that you're bi... but I am worried."
Alec frowned. "Why?"
I hesitated.
"Kitten, why are you worried?"
Just spit it out!
"Do you go through a phase of which gender you prefer to be with more? What if you're in the vagina stage now, but the dick stage tomorrow and want a lad instead of me?"
Alec burst out laughing which I thought was rude.
"I'm serious."
Alec laughed harder.
"Alec!" I snapped and punched his arm.
He didn't flinch from my hit, but he did calm himself down enough to speak.
"Baby, I'm with you because I like you. Sure I'll think other men and women are attractive, but that doesn't mean I'm about to up and leave you for them. I mean, if you think some other guy was attractive would you leave me just to take a tumble with them?"
I shook my head. "No."
"Exactly, it works both ways. Even with bisexual people."
I nodded my head then shoved him when he smiled.
"Stop teasin' me, I didn't know."
Alec leaned his head down to mine and kissed my lips.
"You're ador-"
"I'll break you if you finish that sentence."
Alec laughed and kissed my mouth hard.
I pulled back from him and randomly asked, "How do you decide which gender you like in the moment? Do you flip a coin or somethin'?"
Alec snickered. "No, I just go to whoever I am attracted to the most."
"How do you decide though?"
"I do what the voices in my underwear tell me to do."
Wait, what?
"You mean the voices in your head?"
Alec smirked. "Yeah, the voices in my head."
I furrowed my eyebrows together and stared at him.
Why was he smirking at me?
He was confusing me.
Wait.
Voices in his underwear.
In his head.
The head in his underwear.
I gasped. "You dirty bastard!"
Alec burst out laughing and tried to kiss me again but I held off.
"Why are you kissin' me so much, perv?"
"Because you're perfect."
I rolled my eyes.
His standards for perfection were shockingly low.
"Okay, now that I know your sexuality has variety tell me about your variety, specifically Dante Evans."
Alec growled. "I don't want to talk about him."
Oh, he would talk.
"He is here and seems to think you're no longer an escort because of me so get to talkin'."
Alec grunted. "I used to double team certain clients with Dante... and sometimes when we were on our own, I would fuck him."
I swallowed.
"Was he your boyfriend?"
Alec shook his head. "No, I told you that you were my first-"
"First girlfriend, not first partner."
Alec grinned. "You're a smart little cookie, but either way, you're my first partner. Dante was - and I mean this - just a way to pass the time when my dick got hard."