Total pages in book: 82
Estimated words: 77918 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 390(@200wpm)___ 312(@250wpm)___ 260(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 77918 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 390(@200wpm)___ 312(@250wpm)___ 260(@300wpm)
Brian laughed, rich and husky, his chest making mine vibrate. “I know, but I don’t wanna.”
He kissed me, just a meeting of our lips, without tongue, before climbing out of bed. I admired his tight, sexy ass as he went, then sat up too.
“You’re not staying?” He frowned. I usually did when he went to work. I sat around his house for a while before going back to my own or Emerson’s. I was getting restless not having much of anything to do.
“I’m taking the early yoga class, then having coffee with Raya.”
Brian grabbed his work clothes. “Don’t know how ya do that—make friends so easily. I been here my whole life and don’t go to coffee with anyone.”
“You can go to coffee with me, or me and Raya.” He didn’t respond, so it was my turn to chuckle. “See? You could go to coffee with people, but you don’t want to.”
He grumbled playfully as he went to the bathroom.
“Is there room in that shower for me too?”
“No!” he called back, but I knew he wasn’t serious. By now I knew the nuances to Brian’s voice. He was giving me a hard time because I called him out on his shit.
“Aw, please, sweetheart? It makes the best start of the day.”
“I thought that was breakfast?”
“That’s only for people who aren’t lucky enough to have you.”
He rolled his eyes but couldn’t completely bite back his smile.
“’Course you can take a shower with me, ya big baby. And it’s not ’cuz of that cheesy line either.”
“Sure it’s not.” I grinned.
We got under the water together. He moaned in pleasure when I took his washcloth and washed him. His cock began to plump up, but I wasn’t going to just go for it. Physical response didn’t mean he was in the mood. I cocked a brow at him, and Brian nodded, knowing my question. But when I went to go to my knees, he shook his head. “Can I try somethin’?”
“You can do anything you want, but I’m really hoping you’ll try to come too.” I didn’t want this to be just about me. If sex was something he was in the mood for, I’d love for Brian to get some pleasure other than secondhand.
“I want that too.” His gaze caught mine, intense and unsure. “I wanna try and suck you.”
I couldn’t lie, my dick flexed and my balls tightened. I loved getting head as much as I liked giving it. I just worked to make sure he never felt obligated.
“Maybe the shower isn’t the best place for your first time. It’s hell on the knees.”
“Don’t much care about that right now. Probably will later when I’m aching, but not right now.”
“Okay.” I scooted backward so water wouldn’t be running over his head, then folded the two washcloths in the shower and handed them over. “At least put those down. We gotta take care of our bones.”
He snickered, which I’d hoped he would do, before following my direction and kneeling. Brian started by wrapping a hand around my cock and stroking it.
“Sometimes I feel like I could do this all day. I like touchin’ ya, get so much pleasure out of givin’ it to you.”
“I like it when you touch me too.” I tangled my fingers into the wet strands of his hair.
Brian looked up at me while he leaned closer, first pressing a kiss to the base of my shaft. He liked to look at me, I’d noticed, when we did things. I loved having his gaze on me as well. Brian kissed up my cock like he was worshipping it, like he wanted this to be special for me.
“Can’t say I ever saw myself doin’ this,” he said when he got to the tip.
“You don’t have to if you don’t want to.”
“I want, Charles. I never knew what it was like to really want someone this much till it was you.”
That was enough to make my knees nearly give out on me. “Me neither,” I admitted, and when he went to look away, I held his chin so he couldn’t. “Me neither,” I said again, wanting him to know I was serious. “I’ve had a whole lot of sex in my life, and I enjoyed all of it, but it’s never been how it is with you.” In that sense, this was a new experience for both of us.
He nodded, telling me he believed me, then opened his mouth and sucked the head of my cock inside. “Fuck, sweetheart, just like that. So good,” I said while he worked a few inches of me into his mouth. He didn’t take me deep, didn’t gag and choke on it like so many men had done in the past, and the truth was, I didn’t need that from him. Not all sex had to be the same. This was Brian, and that’s all that mattered to me. “Use your hand too.”