Total pages in book: 82
Estimated words: 77918 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 390(@200wpm)___ 312(@250wpm)___ 260(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 77918 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 390(@200wpm)___ 312(@250wpm)___ 260(@300wpm)
I tangled my hand in his hair, pulling him close. “I’ll like anything you do to me,” I admitted.
Brian moved from my right to my left, treating both to the same delicious torture. I could tell his hands were shaking as he struggled to open my pants. I gave him a moment, not wanting to take this from him, but it was clear he was trying to hurry and was nervous, so I said, “There’s no rush. We have all night, and if we have to stop now and pick up later, we will.”
“It’s hard not to get up in my head. Tryin’ to hurry so that doesn’t happen, and I think it’s havin’ the opposite effect.”
“Take your time with me. I’m not going anywhere. Prolonging the pleasure isn’t a bad thing, and I’ll do everything in my power to keep you out of that introspective head of yours.”
Brian nodded, then sighed. He kissed my collarbone so gently, lovingly. Then my pec, my stomach, his mouth moving down until he ended up on his knees in front of me.
He focused on what he was doing, not looking up at me as he unbuttoned my jeans, then worked my zipper down over my prominent bulge. Brian didn’t speak as he hooked his fingers in my belt loops and, so fucking slowly, lowered my jeans. A shiver raced through me, his gaze darting up to me. “Somethin’ wrong?”
“No. I’ve just never been so eager in my life.”
He smiled, and man, did I like being the one to make him do that.
Brian tugged my jeans off my feet and set them aside. He did the same with my boxer briefs next, my dick springing free. Once my underwear was on the floor, he sat back on his heels, looking at me.
“Every part of you is so beautiful to me,” Brian said with a reverence that took my breath away. I knew I was an attractive man, but hearing it from him made me feel beautiful in whole new ways. “I like how hairy you are.” He rubbed his hands up and down my thighs, like he was just going to spend the whole night exploring every inch of my body. “Never woulda thought I’d like that.”
He pressed his cheek to my stomach, rubbing it with his stubble. “I like it when I feel your scruff on my skin like this.” He turned his face so his nose was against my skin, and inhaled. “I like that you smell like spice and musk—heady and potent. Masculine. I guess just ’cuz it’s you and I like ya so much.”
“Jesus, Brian.” I felt like the inexperienced one in that moment, like he was wooing me when I knew that wasn’t what he was trying to do. Brian was just being honest in his wonderment of his attraction to me.
He kissed my shaft, making my dick twitch, then surprised me by wrapping his arms around my waist. He was hugging me, my cock in his face like he was so fucking afraid of letting me go. It was the most important moment of my life. I knew, deep inside me, that somehow this man was what I needed, and that I was what he needed too.
“We’re good. Hey. Are you okay? How about we just take our clothes off and lie in bed together?”
He shook his head, looking up at me. “I wanna try and make love to ya. Do you do that? And if you want to, of course.”
Any other man I’d been with would have said he wanted to fuck me. Hell, if it were me, I would have said I wanted to fuck someone or them to fuck me, but his choice of words wrapped around my heart, hugged it in this way I wouldn’t need or want from anyone other than him.
“I’d like that a lot. Come here.” I pulled Brian to his feet, taking his mouth and feeding him my tongue. He groaned into me, the hard press of his erection against my thigh. I loved so much that he was hard for me, that in that moment, he wanted me so much. It was okay if he didn’t, if he never did. I wanted sex with Brian, but I just wanted him more, so even if we never fucked, that would be okay. But I couldn’t pretend it wasn’t the best kind of aphrodisiac that he did.
I took his hand in mine, grabbed my bag in the other and carried it to his bedroom. When we got there, I only used the bedside light, keeping the rest of the room dark. I took a condom and the lube from my duffel. “I wasn’t expecting anything, but I like to be prepared.”
Brian nodded, took my face in his hands, and crushed his mouth to mine.